December Check List

Waiting for someone or something has gained a totally new purpose. After reading the book 'The Secret', I have started imagining and visualising things I want. Good marks, a girl friend, nice car, etc. Apart from this, blogging is also coming into picture. More than 40% of my total posts have been composed in past month.

I have started sharing my posts on facebook and also joined indiblogger. Got few good comments from my friends. Thanks to Shrutika (My Bestie) and Krishna Balaji ( My Batchmate), I realised that I make too many spelling mistakes and few grammatical errors too. Need to read my post before uploading to reduce the errors. Apart from this I got few compliments and words of encouragements too.

December check list, I will have to keep visiting my old post titled - Post from bus.

Cycling - Checked

Did lot of cycling in first two weeks of December. My other posts do cover a lot of cycling. Not much to discuss. Yesterday my Bestie took a ride on my cycle and it deserves a mention. Things were good till today morning but then had my first and last accident on my cycle. In order to overtake slow truck I went a little right and it was starting of divider at the point and I collided and I somersaulted and fell down on face. Luckily just a small knock on chin and big bend on front fork of cycle. Well, interesting part was after the crash, a young and nice looking girl, who was passing by, picked my cycle for me, while I was busy lifting myself. Then we both went on our respective destiny.

UPSC Mains - Checked (reporting what my Bestie said and including my views)

Started of good and then one bad paper and rest was as good as it can go. Papers were lengthy but not too difficult. It was the preparations and efforts that made exams not so difficult. Let her add other required details and conclusions.

Internship - Half Checked

My friend and I were very enthusiastic initially. Went there regularly but then due to some software problem over there, we started staying back in hostel. At times I stayed back home. But now we are at ending phase and we are going to finish it on high.

Mood Indigo - Double Checked

Last year I attended one evening show. This year I attended all evening shows and couple of late night shows. Fashion show, dance competition, singers, musicians, dancers, stalls and everything. My parents visited on 3 rd day mailny to see my hostel room. None of my friends visited me, but Mood I was going nice. Hours before last show, I came to know that my Bestie and my Somaiya batchmate were visiting me. Had great fun with them, Burgers and Frooti, etc. Specially the late evening walk.

Crush's Birthday - Unchecked

Its tomorrow. Nothing planned and nothing done. Not hoping for any surprising stuff tomorrow in respect to this matter.

Stopping to Flirt - Partially Checked

Unofficially I have stopped and retired from this work. Small amount and traces are still left in me. Formal resignation procedure will take place on 31st December and it will stop completely and here stops my post too. Going to go through draft to correct spelling mistakes.

Standing in Queue

Third day of Mood I, Aamir Khan coming for some event at 4 pm and already a long queue has developed. Let me remind you, its just 2.30 pm now. I wanted to write a blog on 'December Checklist', but looking at the time I will be spending in this line, I decided to write something. Couple of incidences where I got into middle of long queue just to get early entry.

Let me first discuss the past experiences of IIT n long line. I like to follow rules and at times follow rules coz of fear of consequences of braking it. I hated to join a line in between, seems unjustice for those who are standing since mins and even hours. I have a friend, rather bhai mera, Sachin. Half of college might be knowing him. Fearless n joyful n line breaker. It was with him that I first broke a line a overtook about 200 students in line. Once you do it and you are uncaught, you are bound to reapeat. This first time was followed by many similar events.

Last two days of Mood I, we got in between line for both evening shows in SAC. Last night we had three of our batchmates already in line. Slowly slowly one after all, three increased to 30. No one objecting and no screaming. Seems like a normal procedure over here and every one enjoys it. At times even we are the one suffering, but its fine. We love it, I guess everyone here does it. Experiences like this and brotherhood of this type makea IIT life special. It may even be the characteristic of all campus life.

Today, I am braking that tradition and standing in line from start. Expecting my parents to turn up anytime and it will great to have them. Suddenly line discpline became strict because of more security. I have a camera but its not allowed inside, this is what they say.

Since I have extra time, I can write few more lines. Mood I has been fun. Attending late night shows. One of them included classical music (flute) with Pandit Ronu. Papon n Euphoria were amazing. Standing along the barricade gives oppurtunity to be close to band. At the same time you have to handle pressure of people pushing you and fighting for prime standing spots. Standing four hours straight n jumping and rocking ain't easy.

A breaking news to make a note of is, I gave up my intention/dream of having a gf by Dec 2013. There are some 10 days left, but I gave up. Thats it. Girla started getting entry it seems. I am trying to get in with camera. Stay tuned for more updates.

Post didn't get published before. Chaos happened and I lost interest. Lots of pushing and I left the line to go some silent peace.  Then met Shri and some of her friends on my way back. So standing in line again but at the back now. Nitish n Aanish went and brought Burger for me and got chance to breach security and get in line with me. They will surely have fun.

Congrats Sandeep !!!

Hello Sandy,

A big bada wala Congratulations to you for your successful Cyclothon. I would also apologise for my late wishes, no excuses, just a big mistake on my part.

You surely clocked within 45 mins, but don't forget that the route was cut short by about 2 kms. Considering it as your first step in world of sports and athletics, your performance was amazing. Also driving back to college on cycle will be having lot of stories attached with it.

As I say and believe, it wasn't a one day miracle. 2 weeks of practice back home in Mulund played a major role. Going through busy streets at times and then into dark corners of Mulund, you surely had the most exciting work out session ever.

Going further, rather more further in your past and recalling your cycke days. Dad uses to come home tired, have dinner and get ready to rest. But then you would ask dad to take you on streets for cycle and he did accompany me. I remember that even back then you liked speed and dad had to run to catch up with me. Then my second cycle was also brought in same situation. I just couldn't wait and went to shop at the closing hours. So many memories, just can't write all here.

Another areq where you worked upon was your health. Pranayam was one part, but a big credit goes to mom for making dry fruit sweets. Early morning and late night Biurnvita Milk. (I don't intend to advertise it, but it is good). Giving you permission to cycle through eastern express way n on sea-link was a breakthrough in itself.

I am sure all this made your trip to sea-link possible. Also heard about many mishaps and management goof-ups. A reminder to you that you were and still are a Lucky Dude, since you didn't face any problems. Fullstop is definitely not the next stop. Journey has just begin and world of sports awaits you. Don't you dare loose your main focus, ie studies.

About your GF resolution, just a week more, i have seen her with you, be patient and all the Best for Future.

Bios!!!

Night before the Ride

Well, I made a lot of grammatical mistakes in the last post. I wish to reduce them as move ahead in this journey. This post is going to be a short one.

Its 46 past 12 in the midnight. Tomorrow is the Cyclothon day, Tour de India as it is said. Went to marriage n slept little in noon. I know I need to sleep and Sleepy I am. Anyway, keeping all this aside, I am awake and watching 'Jo jeeta wohi Sikandar'. In my friends room and writing this post through Android App.

I am excited, kick after kick it will be. 11.2 kms on Sea link and its going to be tough. We train on roads with buildings on both sides which block most of the wnd. Also, due to ittle traffic, there are frequent slow downs and rest periods. Yesterday I got a chance to drive through Eastern Expressway and I felt the effect of wind. Next time, will train myself more in match conditions.

Got a bottle fitted at last moment on front tyre clamp. So an extra 1 kg weight added. We are planning to go Kanjur to Kurla via train and then drive to BKC. We will be driving our way to insti on cycle. Have to wake up at 3.45 am and leave hostel by 4.30am. It really is going to be Legendary.

I write this post fully asleep and with half opened eye. So, sorry for typing error and grammatic errors also. Though I will like to know my mistakes.

Thank You!!!

Missed Meeting with Friend

I'l narrate as the day progressed. Due to some work in college I skipped company and directly went to college in morning. I finished with my work till noon. In the lunch I had milk shake and chat, no messing in the mess. Came back to hostel to meet my hostel mates. Here one of the friend suggested a 90 min documentary.

It goes by the name of 'The Secret'. They discuss the power of positive thought and related stuffs. It was inspiring and thought provoking. I enjoyed it and intend to implement it. It really pumped me up and it had a small part to play in what happened in the evening. It was about 4 5 pm. Went for coffee. Used my new coffee for first time.

Later on I and my friend continued with some programming and theory work. Results not matching with the numerical ones. Was a bit frustrating and tiring. Was walking towards girls hostel as I had to return my friends book. A long route it is. I tried calling my friend and no answer. Tried other friend and got a chance to talk to her.

My insti is on her way to office and I saw a small window of time when I could meet her. She said she would call back and she did. Her train was at 7.22pm and so the time window shrink to a dot. She was wiling yo miss her train but I like a fool said you carry on with your train. Then i said to myself no, I have to meet her now.

I called back and told her to call back if she misses the train. I hurried up and went to bus stop. Missed a couple of bus. All the praying anf hoping and waiting for a phone ring. I prayed that some miracle will surely delay the train. I boarded crowded 403. Here is the catch, normal days I would wait 40 mins for 403 as it drops me next to my building. Today I took a small ticket to Huma ie Kanjur station. 7.27 it was and I still waited.

Now comes the big part, something that brings Smile to my face. By now it was almost certain that she left. What caught me by surprise was a lobg queue to cross foot over bridge. Going at snail's pace. Only once before have I seen such senario. This was horrible and took 10 mibs to cross a small section. Now, all the way I prayed the she got late and at end it was I who had to face all the Music. I am sure and now even more hopeful that I will meet her. Of course this December is going to be Amazing one for me.

Don't know much of her. But I am sure she too has her side of story related to this meeting. Waiting to hear her story on our next meet.

PS- purposely I didn't mention much about my friend, since that won't have altered the effect of this post a lot.

Internship at TATA Power SED

It startrd from 2nd December, near Chandivili junction. As we entered, within 15 mins we were told our project and what they expect from us and related stuff. A challenging task ia what they say n it really is. Rather its my inefficiency which is making it look likr an uphill task.

Its like solving a big assignment with a big team. Learning softwares never heard of. Main relief came when we were told that its not compulsory to be in office everyday and also there are no time limits or restrictions. Phew, took a huge burden away. Wearing a new formal each and everyday, something i dreamt of from a long back time. Watching my dad prepare for work n leather shoes, plain white hanky and a great watch. Finally I am getting to experience it..

Being in IIT, where my friends beling to all part of India except Mumbai. I never imagined that I will travel back from iff to home with my friend. TATA gave that chance. My friend will wait 15 mins n get into crowded bus which will take me home. He surely has options of other less crowded bus. He will leave it for me. About Bus, BEST has a good connectivity and equally good and co-operative are the people using it. I started liking public transport more than ever.. Total of 90 mins travel from home to office and it is totally worth it.

About the company and work environment, all I can say -'its Chill'. Only designing takes place and so all busy with some kind of design software and some kind of big printouts. Mess is small like the plant and food us good. I take my own tiffin, Somaiya ki yaad dila di. There are Owen where you can get your food heated up. What I disliked is that we have to submit cell phones at security desk. This place us under some government defence something something.. Overall a small office but an Awesome one.

My task is to analytically find natural frequency of some big structure and code it. This should act as base for other projects. Further they want to carry out some dynamic analysis too if time permits. Here's the catch- coding and that too Matlab.. I ain't best at coding, but I am certainly Better than Most for sure. A new task and new coding methodology needed. Combining Vibration Theory along with matlab, I never did it before. I hope I do a proper justice and complete the task my December end.

Wapas end se yaad aaya, bus journey about to end and mere ghar ka stop aa raha hai. See you soon, my Lovely Readers !!!

December - Starts with a Joy Ride

This post is about my Cycle ride from IIT to home. Numerically its less than 10 kms and hardly took more than 40 mins. It was a one stop journey via Mulund D-Mart. 10 kms, is hardly anything, there are normal people running more than this everyday, so what the big deal ? Big Deal lies inside me and on the road and its about braking the shackles. Manzil se behtar lagne lage hai rasste - yup, my post won't have the manzil part, but the journey part, the story before i kicked off the cycle is discussed.

People how know me, they very much know how un-sporty person I am. Hardly involved in any outdoor activity. So, a 10 km was a small, a tiny stepping stone on a new path I have choose for myself. Less Tech oriented and more fun activities like night outs, group studies, movie once a month (minimum), dominoz, etc etc. Secondly, I was to take the eastern express way to ride home, other route was slow but had small roads. So, going on a highway with cars crossing you in a blink on an eye is risky but exciting as well. Deep down in my Heart, I was having a slight bit of worry.

Thankfully I had my friends to accompany me. So, we were to do this on Saturday (7/12/2013), but one of my friend was leaving on 4th Dec and so we decided 30 Nov. The day came and none of us were in the mood to go out and we cancelled it. Next day I had to go to college for my duty and then we were to go shopping. We decided Mulund D-Mart. Now, a day before this, I had an argument with mom and I badly wanted cycle back home to prepare for an cycling event on 15th Dec and I finally got the permission from parents.

Sunday, the day came. We slept after duty and it was already 5pm when we left. To go D-Mart, LBS road, ie Huma-Dreams mall road was the good route as far as distance is concerned. We were tired and more than my friends, I was tired to ride cycle, but at same time I wanted the cycle back home for next one week. We said yes and then no and then yes and it went on. Finally we were going by bus. Something happened and I said I am taking cycle.

It had happened in the past that I decided so many things and events and gave up in middle, I was determined to change the past. I took the cycle and My friends, gave up and were ready to take the cyclous ride to D-Mart. Then the forces of Nature came in and they didn't get their cycle and had to take bus. Their support was crucial at that moment and it was final push i needed to cross the line. Road was mostly downhill and much effort was needed at all. We shopped and then I came back home and my friends returned to hostel.

Riding part was purely mechanical and being a Sunday, traffic was less and less was the exhaustion. Cycle had a loose rear mud guard which made annoying noise. About the passing of cars on blink of a car - that was not the case. I took a different route but I made it. Stay tuned, I promise there are certainly more post to be updated and written. Had my first day today in TATA Power SED as an intern. May be next post will have it. Sorry, If I miss out on any point.

Sachin and Nitish are the friends I am talking about. They are Research Assistant at IITB and doing MTech. My batchmates, Bhai hai yaar mere woh..

Post from bus..

Hii. My bestie told me about androids blog app. I am traveling in a bus from college to home. Want to write so much and same time I want to finish this post in the bus itself.

Super excited about December. Had planned for tomorrow but things not working. Anyway, December is going to be priceless. My Bestie's UPSC mains. My first internship. Also, I aim to participate in a small cycling event, mid-December. Mood I, college fest. I hope to see many of my friends in this fest and so looking forward to it.

I may write a seperate blog on each of above, as and when they occur. Christmas n more important for me is my Crush ka birthday. Its also a placement month. Job placement in campus and marriage placement in family. Thankfully, i don't have any of the above placement this year.

Guys, wrote a lot n still halfway away from home. Nice app and also better utilization of travel time.

Its almost end of the post, let's talk about something which will end this December. I try so many things, work out, music n study n so many kinds of stuff. I have a habit of leaving all half way. Not sure if this will end, but the way I flirt is certainly going to stop. Rather there won't be any flirting at all.

So this is it, an abrupt end to post.

Links to related Posts

December Starts with a Joy Ride

Internship at TATA Power SED

Night Before the Ride

Congrats Sandeep - Cycling event finished

December Checklist

Last Day of Year Marks a Beginning of New Friendship

End goes December

Some things may be Better Left Incomplete !!! Complete Things Have Their Own Beauty!!!

Continuing from previous part. Writing after more than 6 months of my birthday, hard to recall all details. Let me continue where I stopped. He edited the ending on recommendation of one of his new writer friend. It added a new life to the next part which was yet to come. Musu and Silica then had some dispute over the ending, about its rudeness and harshness.

It was Sunday and as always he was in building on cricket ground. Played really well that day and didn't lost a single series. In the middle he did got call from this new writer friend. She described her last year birthday, which was her first away birthday from home. He had plan to go to Mahalaxmi Mandir evening that day.

Lunch and then cricket. After the morning call, Silica was pretty normal. He slept and all of sudden a bell rang. It was Musu and writer and some of his other good friends. He enjoyed the surprise. A big fat chocolate cake. A small teddy, still preserved formed the candle. Cut was cut and then a new drama. Silica offered the cake to all.. First to mom and then to others. Wait a minute, it ain't so straight forward. Mom said give to Bestie and Silica gave her, but at the very last. Of Course she was very angry, but he did it and enjoyed it. He did confessed that he did so on purpose.

Gift included a book titled - Timeless Steel - a collection of writing on Rahul Dravid, the one he likes a lot. Then the chit chatting and all. His mom went out and arranged for some small party like environment. Mahalaxmi plan was abandoned long ago. The talk involved maily English movies and books and stars. Silica has problems in remembering names and faces and so he was a silent observer. He did took out his camera, but didn't click any picture. Its hard to figure out what exactly went through Silica's mind. What was Musu thinking about the reaction of Silica. Few things were and are still kept within oneself.

Months after the event Silica was interviewed regarding the birthday events. He still is not sure why and how did he react to few of the things that particular day. Later that day, Silica managed to not to go to Musu's birthday and also skipped Writer friend's birthday. Was it deliberate. If you ask Silica, he will say forces of nature and he also that he really did try hard to get to party. Musu's point of view, well not yet cleared. Well Silica is one thing which really matters her a lot. Its not said and not spoken. Sometimes not felt. But, this are the situation where one actually sees and more importantly feels the the really string that ties two Bestie's together..

Keep a track of new Post soon to come.

Sandy Speaks on Jab We Meet

I wrote this mail after watching the movie.. Not speaking more. Just read the mail and have fun and drop a comment if possible..

First of all i think its better for you to know how i speak. Ie my style of talk and writing. Whenever talking on something or discussing I tend to give lot many examples related to what I have experienced related to those concepts. My friends also form a part in my conversation. Not at all interesting or spicy. Lot many times I easily get out of the track. Most of my thoughts don't follow the conventional route at all. I'l be going in sequence. Watching movie again and then writing the so called review.

Jab We Met - 

Jab tak train wala part nahi aaya tab tak starting seem so slow and boring. Aditiya was in shock and he left everything. It really happens.

Kitna bolti hai Geet, phew. Shuru mein sahi tha n tym pass bhi. Neend mein bhi bolti hai.. Nothing much to say here. Woh itna share karti hai kissi k sath bhi n also care free hai. This obviously leads to healthy life. So excited about marriage.. Then the station comes and the train is gone. Taxi wala toh Dude tha.. Inspite being in such a stress and depression woh Geet ko Ratlam lekar jata hai. But then Geet ne bachon wali harkat kar di n they Became friends and so on. As in they were destined to be friends. Real mein bhi aisa hota hai i guess, i call it forces of nature.

Anyway, they go to hotel and wahan wapas Geet and uski style. Woh ladki ki photo jalakar flush kar diya. It helped for him, real mein bhi it should work. Never wana try it though. Then woh Roop ki baat, woh bas Geet hi aisa kar sakti hai.. Fir subah hoti hai n bus chalti n my fav singer, Shaan ka song. They become good friends and have little fun and get back to Geet's house. The song makes so much sense. I mean Engg mein suna tha tab our target was getting degree. but coming in to 4th year we all started enjoying the college, bunking lectures and what not.

Whats happen in this course is, Aditiya now no more gets bore of long talks by Geet. He forgot that he was in bad state of mind and depressed. He actually got lost in a world away from his tension.

Its taking too long for me to write, so, I am not watching the movie any more. Jitna yaad hai uspe se based likhta hun..

Geet k ghar toh sahi tha, Roop se mila woh. My friend said ki Roop zyada achi lag rahi thi.. Wahan toh enjoy kiya, khana khaya n then Lasssiiii !!!!!  Roop ko bhagna hi tha toh ghar kyun aayi?? Aaditya ko bhi fansa diya usne bhaag k.

Jab woh log terrace pe hote hai n Geet dais ki - tum har pal soch soch k rehte ho and this and that and what not, n she lives differently.. I too think a lot and so i would go with Shahid. But then ii also agree with Geet ki there should be no regrets, i have none, except few (May be). De talli ki line inspired me a lot -'Na toh hai, koshish karke dekho, shayad haan ho jaye' After that i did tried and proposed just to get no as an answer.

Anyway, Movie mein-- Then they just gayab ho jate hai. I liked the way Shahid changed and how Energetic and Fresh he was. Aisa hona chahiye.. Its coz of Geet and Shahid k we can talk long distance at cheap rates. Woh pura Geet ban gaya tha. i jus realised ki m writing the story and not my views. Jab Woh ghar walon ko assure karta hai ki 10 din mein le aayega, he really showed some character and Friendship too. Itne dil se dhund raha tha toh Geet milni hi thi. Usne ache se and thoda aggressively situation ko handle kiya, but that was required. Daant ke usko lekar aaya, i really liked it.

Par ghar jane k baad, woh directly bol sakte the ki Shahid Geet ka mangetar nahi hai. But they carried on, obviously Movie mein aisa hi hota hai. Geet ko dheere dheere samja toh woh obvious tha. But thing is, she listened to her soul and turned out to be good. but you never know ki agar woh Anshuman se shaadi karti toh acha hota ya bura. Big Bang theory mein Sheldon ne kaha tha 1 baar, ki jab tak relation mein na padho, pata nahi chalega ki woh acha hai ya bura.. 1 baar aisa karne k baad, hard to believe ki Anshuman aisa vapas nahoi karega. Plus Shahid was always there. Good thing was ki Shahid knew his limits and didnt take any advantage and didnt do anything to turn things on his side. Par Movie Love and real mein bhi, aisa ho jata.. Happies Endings !!!

I still thoink aisa movie mein hota hai. So nicely and ache se sab ho jata hai in movie, real mein hardly aisa hota hai. So, at times I dont like it. Other way I look around this is-

May be I have not seen enough of world and so I think that these Fairytales exist in movies only. Lets see, hope too see a really fairytale involving my friends.

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Thing that i think i should learn or connect to is when Geet said- u think a lot and dont enjoy much and also good results are not confirmed. 

Thats how I have, i can change, but still dont feel that i should change. I like theway its going. Change- my blog article should say more.

Errors- I have heared that you don't like spelling and grammatical errors. Well i can say that keyboard is bad and I am not used to it, but Grammatical mistakes- No excuses. I do make many mistakes in Language.

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Hope by sending this jumbled up matter to you, I have earned my first e-mail from your side..

Some things may be Better Left Incomplete !!!

Musu again writes to Silica... An incomplete poem this time. I'll be happy to share the complete one as soon as I get it. Till then enjoy these short little Simple lines. . .

The poem that was to be..

The clock struck 12

The clock struck 12 while she slept

And he waited but a promise wasn't kept

He went to sleep and the call went unanswered

So much to tell but remained dreams harboured

Sleepy voice spoke at 6 to sleepy ears

It seemed the wait was of years

While they had to share so much

All they did was limp with a crutch.

He sent messages and she didn't reply

Let me Spicy it up. It was Silica's birthday on 21st. His building friends came at midnight, cut the cake and talked for half an hour. In mean while some of his other friends called and messaged him. There was no sign of Musu (Silica's Bestie) anywhere. After his friends left, he stayed awake, checking mobile every two minutes and eventually fell asleep.

1.32am, something woke him up, he again checked his mobile, and found that Musu had called him a couple a minutes ago. He was angry or tired, he didn't call. He felt as he was dreaming about the call and so never called back. Finally the call came early in the morning. They just talked a bit. Silica wasn't in a real good mood to celebrate the birthday. Some issues going on around since past two three days.

Issues like change to get accepted in society. Issues like competition in studies and related stuff going on. All these things affected the early morning conversation also. Silence took the majority of time in conversation. Talking about random stuffs and early morning freshness. The call then came to an end. Musu was trying to summarise the entire day in a poem and could only complete half of it (approximately).

Will Silica remain angry and upset? Has Musu actually stopped valuing his birthday? Silica just can't stop thinking about it ! But Silica has to wait for the answers. Stay tuned for the second part. As many mysteries unfold after a Cold Shower !!!

Confusing Contradictions

There is always a Better Tomorrow -One of my favorite lines. The contradiction to this is - Tomorrow never comes. One doesn't know which one is true or both are true? What are the limitations of its applications When going through bad phase or having under perform in a match, You may say There is always a Better Tomorrow. Tomorrow never comes, one may use this is to  Enjoy the present Today. To live life to its fullest. One may want to finish off the task before Today ends.

Before going to main talk, let me try to site one more example- 'Its now or never !!' , 'Better Late Than Never !!' If your boss is sitting on your head, you know its now or never, but if you miss to visit your home on a special occasion, then you better go next time. Well, its still confusing for me from the above words. Better move to main subject.

People often say  change yourself, grow up, be mature and sensible and what not. List goes on. Parents and at times we too compare and say be like that XYZ and so on. I have also heard that a person should be as they are. Just be yourself- that's what is said. As soon as person tries to be himself/herself the entire world stands against them, at least in most of the cases. There are some set of customs that one expects other to follow and vice - a - versa. The one who continuously keeps changing as dictated by others, wins the society superficially and always looses the battle within oneself. Those be themselves, take a bow for them, they really go a long way, though alone, but they really reach the stars. They are Legends only after they departure from here. As long as alive, they are treated as Aliens and an unwanted entity.

Then there are Smarties. These are people who keep constantly changing. They actually keep on changing their natural character. They just blend everything nicely. They are neither a looser nor a winner within themselves. They just smartly negotiate this life's tenure Joyfully. At the last. People who keep changing ti,e to time. At times they change. At times they decide to just be what they are. At the end they are just left no where. They are changed so much so that they themselves don't know what their true character was. Society neglects them just because that person himself is actually lost and no one shows them the true path.

At the end I realise that I wanted to write this for some specific purpose and at the end I end up writing something else. I get this question at end - Should one change or not?? If change is to be done, themn whom to take guidance from? What changes to bring about. If you think no change is reuired, then how do you overcome the people who keep poking you to get change??

Happens to be a long post indeed.
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