Some things may be Better Left Incomplete !!! Complete Things Have Their Own Beauty!!!

Continuing from previous part. Writing after more than 6 months of my birthday, hard to recall all details. Let me continue where I stopped. He edited the ending on recommendation of one of his new writer friend. It added a new life to the next part which was yet to come. Musu and Silica then had some dispute over the ending, about its rudeness and harshness.

It was Sunday and as always he was in building on cricket ground. Played really well that day and didn't lost a single series. In the middle he did got call from this new writer friend. She described her last year birthday, which was her first away birthday from home. He had plan to go to Mahalaxmi Mandir evening that day.

Lunch and then cricket. After the morning call, Silica was pretty normal. He slept and all of sudden a bell rang. It was Musu and writer and some of his other good friends. He enjoyed the surprise. A big fat chocolate cake. A small teddy, still preserved formed the candle. Cut was cut and then a new drama. Silica offered the cake to all.. First to mom and then to others. Wait a minute, it ain't so straight forward. Mom said give to Bestie and Silica gave her, but at the very last. Of Course she was very angry, but he did it and enjoyed it. He did confessed that he did so on purpose.

Gift included a book titled - Timeless Steel - a collection of writing on Rahul Dravid, the one he likes a lot. Then the chit chatting and all. His mom went out and arranged for some small party like environment. Mahalaxmi plan was abandoned long ago. The talk involved maily English movies and books and stars. Silica has problems in remembering names and faces and so he was a silent observer. He did took out his camera, but didn't click any picture. Its hard to figure out what exactly went through Silica's mind. What was Musu thinking about the reaction of Silica. Few things were and are still kept within oneself.

Months after the event Silica was interviewed regarding the birthday events. He still is not sure why and how did he react to few of the things that particular day. Later that day, Silica managed to not to go to Musu's birthday and also skipped Writer friend's birthday. Was it deliberate. If you ask Silica, he will say forces of nature and he also that he really did try hard to get to party. Musu's point of view, well not yet cleared. Well Silica is one thing which really matters her a lot. Its not said and not spoken. Sometimes not felt. But, this are the situation where one actually sees and more importantly feels the the really string that ties two Bestie's together..

Keep a track of new Post soon to come.

Sandy Speaks on Jab We Meet

I wrote this mail after watching the movie.. Not speaking more. Just read the mail and have fun and drop a comment if possible..

First of all i think its better for you to know how i speak. Ie my style of talk and writing. Whenever talking on something or discussing I tend to give lot many examples related to what I have experienced related to those concepts. My friends also form a part in my conversation. Not at all interesting or spicy. Lot many times I easily get out of the track. Most of my thoughts don't follow the conventional route at all. I'l be going in sequence. Watching movie again and then writing the so called review.

Jab We Met - 

Jab tak train wala part nahi aaya tab tak starting seem so slow and boring. Aditiya was in shock and he left everything. It really happens.

Kitna bolti hai Geet, phew. Shuru mein sahi tha n tym pass bhi. Neend mein bhi bolti hai.. Nothing much to say here. Woh itna share karti hai kissi k sath bhi n also care free hai. This obviously leads to healthy life. So excited about marriage.. Then the station comes and the train is gone. Taxi wala toh Dude tha.. Inspite being in such a stress and depression woh Geet ko Ratlam lekar jata hai. But then Geet ne bachon wali harkat kar di n they Became friends and so on. As in they were destined to be friends. Real mein bhi aisa hota hai i guess, i call it forces of nature.

Anyway, they go to hotel and wahan wapas Geet and uski style. Woh ladki ki photo jalakar flush kar diya. It helped for him, real mein bhi it should work. Never wana try it though. Then woh Roop ki baat, woh bas Geet hi aisa kar sakti hai.. Fir subah hoti hai n bus chalti n my fav singer, Shaan ka song. They become good friends and have little fun and get back to Geet's house. The song makes so much sense. I mean Engg mein suna tha tab our target was getting degree. but coming in to 4th year we all started enjoying the college, bunking lectures and what not.

Whats happen in this course is, Aditiya now no more gets bore of long talks by Geet. He forgot that he was in bad state of mind and depressed. He actually got lost in a world away from his tension.

Its taking too long for me to write, so, I am not watching the movie any more. Jitna yaad hai uspe se based likhta hun..

Geet k ghar toh sahi tha, Roop se mila woh. My friend said ki Roop zyada achi lag rahi thi.. Wahan toh enjoy kiya, khana khaya n then Lasssiiii !!!!!  Roop ko bhagna hi tha toh ghar kyun aayi?? Aaditya ko bhi fansa diya usne bhaag k.

Jab woh log terrace pe hote hai n Geet dais ki - tum har pal soch soch k rehte ho and this and that and what not, n she lives differently.. I too think a lot and so i would go with Shahid. But then ii also agree with Geet ki there should be no regrets, i have none, except few (May be). De talli ki line inspired me a lot -'Na toh hai, koshish karke dekho, shayad haan ho jaye' After that i did tried and proposed just to get no as an answer.

Anyway, Movie mein-- Then they just gayab ho jate hai. I liked the way Shahid changed and how Energetic and Fresh he was. Aisa hona chahiye.. Its coz of Geet and Shahid k we can talk long distance at cheap rates. Woh pura Geet ban gaya tha. i jus realised ki m writing the story and not my views. Jab Woh ghar walon ko assure karta hai ki 10 din mein le aayega, he really showed some character and Friendship too. Itne dil se dhund raha tha toh Geet milni hi thi. Usne ache se and thoda aggressively situation ko handle kiya, but that was required. Daant ke usko lekar aaya, i really liked it.

Par ghar jane k baad, woh directly bol sakte the ki Shahid Geet ka mangetar nahi hai. But they carried on, obviously Movie mein aisa hi hota hai. Geet ko dheere dheere samja toh woh obvious tha. But thing is, she listened to her soul and turned out to be good. but you never know ki agar woh Anshuman se shaadi karti toh acha hota ya bura. Big Bang theory mein Sheldon ne kaha tha 1 baar, ki jab tak relation mein na padho, pata nahi chalega ki woh acha hai ya bura.. 1 baar aisa karne k baad, hard to believe ki Anshuman aisa vapas nahoi karega. Plus Shahid was always there. Good thing was ki Shahid knew his limits and didnt take any advantage and didnt do anything to turn things on his side. Par Movie Love and real mein bhi, aisa ho jata.. Happies Endings !!!

I still thoink aisa movie mein hota hai. So nicely and ache se sab ho jata hai in movie, real mein hardly aisa hota hai. So, at times I dont like it. Other way I look around this is-

May be I have not seen enough of world and so I think that these Fairytales exist in movies only. Lets see, hope too see a really fairytale involving my friends.

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Thing that i think i should learn or connect to is when Geet said- u think a lot and dont enjoy much and also good results are not confirmed. 

Thats how I have, i can change, but still dont feel that i should change. I like theway its going. Change- my blog article should say more.

Errors- I have heared that you don't like spelling and grammatical errors. Well i can say that keyboard is bad and I am not used to it, but Grammatical mistakes- No excuses. I do make many mistakes in Language.

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Hope by sending this jumbled up matter to you, I have earned my first e-mail from your side..

Some things may be Better Left Incomplete !!!

Musu again writes to Silica... An incomplete poem this time. I'll be happy to share the complete one as soon as I get it. Till then enjoy these short little Simple lines. . .

The poem that was to be..

The clock struck 12

The clock struck 12 while she slept

And he waited but a promise wasn't kept

He went to sleep and the call went unanswered

So much to tell but remained dreams harboured

Sleepy voice spoke at 6 to sleepy ears

It seemed the wait was of years

While they had to share so much

All they did was limp with a crutch.

He sent messages and she didn't reply

Let me Spicy it up. It was Silica's birthday on 21st. His building friends came at midnight, cut the cake and talked for half an hour. In mean while some of his other friends called and messaged him. There was no sign of Musu (Silica's Bestie) anywhere. After his friends left, he stayed awake, checking mobile every two minutes and eventually fell asleep.

1.32am, something woke him up, he again checked his mobile, and found that Musu had called him a couple a minutes ago. He was angry or tired, he didn't call. He felt as he was dreaming about the call and so never called back. Finally the call came early in the morning. They just talked a bit. Silica wasn't in a real good mood to celebrate the birthday. Some issues going on around since past two three days.

Issues like change to get accepted in society. Issues like competition in studies and related stuff going on. All these things affected the early morning conversation also. Silence took the majority of time in conversation. Talking about random stuffs and early morning freshness. The call then came to an end. Musu was trying to summarise the entire day in a poem and could only complete half of it (approximately).

Will Silica remain angry and upset? Has Musu actually stopped valuing his birthday? Silica just can't stop thinking about it ! But Silica has to wait for the answers. Stay tuned for the second part. As many mysteries unfold after a Cold Shower !!!

Confusing Contradictions

There is always a Better Tomorrow -One of my favorite lines. The contradiction to this is - Tomorrow never comes. One doesn't know which one is true or both are true? What are the limitations of its applications When going through bad phase or having under perform in a match, You may say There is always a Better Tomorrow. Tomorrow never comes, one may use this is to  Enjoy the present Today. To live life to its fullest. One may want to finish off the task before Today ends.

Before going to main talk, let me try to site one more example- 'Its now or never !!' , 'Better Late Than Never !!' If your boss is sitting on your head, you know its now or never, but if you miss to visit your home on a special occasion, then you better go next time. Well, its still confusing for me from the above words. Better move to main subject.

People often say  change yourself, grow up, be mature and sensible and what not. List goes on. Parents and at times we too compare and say be like that XYZ and so on. I have also heard that a person should be as they are. Just be yourself- that's what is said. As soon as person tries to be himself/herself the entire world stands against them, at least in most of the cases. There are some set of customs that one expects other to follow and vice - a - versa. The one who continuously keeps changing as dictated by others, wins the society superficially and always looses the battle within oneself. Those be themselves, take a bow for them, they really go a long way, though alone, but they really reach the stars. They are Legends only after they departure from here. As long as alive, they are treated as Aliens and an unwanted entity.

Then there are Smarties. These are people who keep constantly changing. They actually keep on changing their natural character. They just blend everything nicely. They are neither a looser nor a winner within themselves. They just smartly negotiate this life's tenure Joyfully. At the last. People who keep changing ti,e to time. At times they change. At times they decide to just be what they are. At the end they are just left no where. They are changed so much so that they themselves don't know what their true character was. Society neglects them just because that person himself is actually lost and no one shows them the true path.

At the end I realise that I wanted to write this for some specific purpose and at the end I end up writing something else. I get this question at end - Should one change or not?? If change is to be done, themn whom to take guidance from? What changes to bring about. If you think no change is reuired, then how do you overcome the people who keep poking you to get change??

Happens to be a long post indeed.
You may find some more interesting one's here- http://www.studentshangout.com/topic/37508-contradictory-quotes/

Some comments on an article in The Indian Express Journalism of Courage

Link to Article !!!


Yeah i red the article.. I always thought that Dravid should have been given that one award, ie Khel Ratna.. Yeah he would have been the Better option for MP.

But then i think on the process and points that went to make this decision and i think that i am Rahul fan n so i will want him only to be MP and no one else.

One can say that 95% Cricket Lovers in India are true n only fan of Sachin, and yeah he certainly has earned all these fans. People Respect Dravid too, but for majority Sachin n Dravid take up two different place in their Heart n Mind. People have hope n faith in Sachin n treat him as GOD.. i read the comment and truly agree.

Even u know, that Cricket skill and quality of Dravid are second to me, what i Like or Love or Respect in him is his commitment to what he does, trying to perfect each n every details, his Gentleman Character and many more. He certainly would have done a lot if he was MP.

Many think that Rahul Dravid aint a good Captain, ie Leader, n they remember that Worldcup where India was out in 1st round, n they remember Dravid declaring when Sachin was on 194 not out. No one remembers how India won their 1st Test matches in South Africa, West Indies. He has registered many pages in History, pages about Indian team n test performances.

We certainly are losing out on a very good asset that we had. and like him there are few or many unsung heros, atleast 10% of them should have been given appropriate support n help n opportunity.

Musu writes Poem For Silica

Hai dost mera mujhse khafa
jo chahta hai hamesha mera bhala
sikhata hai jo mujhe jeene ki kala
jo rakhta hai door mujhse har bala
par main hoon ek bevakuf baala
jisko aaya na kabhi manaana
bas aata hai bachcho wali kavita sunaana
maan jao Silica
mere pass hai naa galti ka koi bahaana
maaf kar do mujhe, bas kabhi mujhse jee naa churaana !
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Though its a bit edited, but insignificant change done..

Knowing Universe!!!

Its a show on national geographic which i try to watch most of the times. Also on Discovery there is a show, Into the Universe with Stephen Hawking; both show are giving awesome knowledge about universe and space and more importantly time.

In an episode, Stephen Hawking talked about time travel and time dilation and related things. This was the time when I got into time dilation which landed me into Relativity. General and Specific Relativity.

General Relativity (GR) predicts that clocks in a stronger gravitational field will tick at a slower rate. Special Relativity (SR) predicts that moving clocks will appear to tick slower than non-moving ones.

Not going into much detail of what little I read so far, but about 25th January's episode, which cleared my concept about time and is helping me learn relativity concept.

Few points is what I would like to mention--

1. Speed of Light is constant;
2. Time and Space form a fabric, which can be tempered with;
3. Once very near to black hole, you can't escape even with speed of light;
4. No one has seen black holes, but it is assumed it exists;
5. You can never cross speed of light;
6. Worm hole is like a tunnel or shortcut in time and/or space;
7. Through worm hole you can reach at a place faster than speed of light, even though you are going slower than speed of light and it is because worm hole cuts down the distance.

Once Again!!!

10th standard, den 12th next CET, every time i had 1 thing in my mind, my parents. they were at the Base the seed. One thing that always ran in my mind was the efforts they put in for me, for my academics.
Its a no new story this time. All the six sems of Engg were okay.. Started with 68 % reached 74+ in next two sems and was tied in 62 to 66 percents in next 3 sems. Its GATE this time. With just 100days to go and Final year exams and BE project. Hardly any time left. Parents also reaching to their saturation point, but they still ready to work hard so that I can continue my study. So, have to really work hard and again prove myself. Prove my parents correct and stand up to every one's expectations.
If I remeber about this blog, then I'l surely update my score on 15th March..

Competition!!!

Kept lots of hopes but at end i got nothing.. Just empty handed..
Was recovering through certain early defeats and i thought I'm ready to go again and on came other defeats..
It hardy was 50 hrs n Icing on the cake came, one more person comes into the team and my department.. Its gonna be one tough challenge because my very existence in the team will be challenge.. The person has lots of experience at his level and I'm already struggling to find my form and really me.. Might be an end of me, just don't know how should I tackle this.. Where should i start from.. Jus can't take things and people and situation for granted..
If I emerge Victorious here then it will be a Big moral booster for me.. My Competitor is studying with me but he has slight edge and so do I..
He has shaped his interest nicely and I am lagging behind.. I do have certain things in me that give me an edge but I need to update n sharpen those qualities..
Lets see what more challenges time brings for me..

New Task...

i thot m d best in my tech field.. bt i lost d technical coordinator post in BAJA.. ie d RED SHIFT, our college ATV team.. after losing dat i was n m still shattered.. cant concentrate on work n studies n nthng at all..
for me TECH is d only thng i failed in dat , no other options n oppurtunity.. i started questioning my Leadership n Luck n Lyf n everthng..
den m asked to make d tym lyn of BAJA, taking inputs from seniors n under their guidance m gona make it n lukng forward to it.. lets c wht Surprises Tomorrow has for me..

No Comments...

When you say no comments, you actually protect yourself from talking any side.. Being politically correct and all.. But it also gives a very bad image of you.. It shows that you dont have the authority to comment or you are running away from the situation.. It requires courage to comment and then stand by it..
But there are situations where you actually have to comment and your comment is gonna be implemented or heard.. One such situation that I faced is within the friends.. If there is any situation or some thing and you say no comments then that can imply many negative things.. It shows that you are not interested in what is going on or what the situation is.. You are afraid that may be your comments will break some's heart.. N many more conclusion can be made..