Some things may be Better Left Incomplete !!!

Musu again writes to Silica... An incomplete poem this time. I'll be happy to share the complete one as soon as I get it. Till then enjoy these short little Simple lines. . .

The poem that was to be..

The clock struck 12

The clock struck 12 while she slept

And he waited but a promise wasn't kept

He went to sleep and the call went unanswered

So much to tell but remained dreams harboured

Sleepy voice spoke at 6 to sleepy ears

It seemed the wait was of years

While they had to share so much

All they did was limp with a crutch.

He sent messages and she didn't reply

Let me Spicy it up. It was Silica's birthday on 21st. His building friends came at midnight, cut the cake and talked for half an hour. In mean while some of his other friends called and messaged him. There was no sign of Musu (Silica's Bestie) anywhere. After his friends left, he stayed awake, checking mobile every two minutes and eventually fell asleep.

1.32am, something woke him up, he again checked his mobile, and found that Musu had called him a couple a minutes ago. He was angry or tired, he didn't call. He felt as he was dreaming about the call and so never called back. Finally the call came early in the morning. They just talked a bit. Silica wasn't in a real good mood to celebrate the birthday. Some issues going on around since past two three days.

Issues like change to get accepted in society. Issues like competition in studies and related stuff going on. All these things affected the early morning conversation also. Silence took the majority of time in conversation. Talking about random stuffs and early morning freshness. The call then came to an end. Musu was trying to summarise the entire day in a poem and could only complete half of it (approximately).

Will Silica remain angry and upset? Has Musu actually stopped valuing his birthday? Silica just can't stop thinking about it ! But Silica has to wait for the answers. Stay tuned for the second part. As many mysteries unfold after a Cold Shower !!!

Confusing Contradictions

There is always a Better Tomorrow -One of my favorite lines. The contradiction to this is - Tomorrow never comes. One doesn't know which one is true or both are true? What are the limitations of its applications When going through bad phase or having under perform in a match, You may say There is always a Better Tomorrow. Tomorrow never comes, one may use this is to  Enjoy the present Today. To live life to its fullest. One may want to finish off the task before Today ends.

Before going to main talk, let me try to site one more example- 'Its now or never !!' , 'Better Late Than Never !!' If your boss is sitting on your head, you know its now or never, but if you miss to visit your home on a special occasion, then you better go next time. Well, its still confusing for me from the above words. Better move to main subject.

People often say  change yourself, grow up, be mature and sensible and what not. List goes on. Parents and at times we too compare and say be like that XYZ and so on. I have also heard that a person should be as they are. Just be yourself- that's what is said. As soon as person tries to be himself/herself the entire world stands against them, at least in most of the cases. There are some set of customs that one expects other to follow and vice - a - versa. The one who continuously keeps changing as dictated by others, wins the society superficially and always looses the battle within oneself. Those be themselves, take a bow for them, they really go a long way, though alone, but they really reach the stars. They are Legends only after they departure from here. As long as alive, they are treated as Aliens and an unwanted entity.

Then there are Smarties. These are people who keep constantly changing. They actually keep on changing their natural character. They just blend everything nicely. They are neither a looser nor a winner within themselves. They just smartly negotiate this life's tenure Joyfully. At the last. People who keep changing ti,e to time. At times they change. At times they decide to just be what they are. At the end they are just left no where. They are changed so much so that they themselves don't know what their true character was. Society neglects them just because that person himself is actually lost and no one shows them the true path.

At the end I realise that I wanted to write this for some specific purpose and at the end I end up writing something else. I get this question at end - Should one change or not?? If change is to be done, themn whom to take guidance from? What changes to bring about. If you think no change is reuired, then how do you overcome the people who keep poking you to get change??

Happens to be a long post indeed.
You may find some more interesting one's here- http://www.studentshangout.com/topic/37508-contradictory-quotes/

Some comments on an article in The Indian Express Journalism of Courage

Link to Article !!!


Yeah i red the article.. I always thought that Dravid should have been given that one award, ie Khel Ratna.. Yeah he would have been the Better option for MP.

But then i think on the process and points that went to make this decision and i think that i am Rahul fan n so i will want him only to be MP and no one else.

One can say that 95% Cricket Lovers in India are true n only fan of Sachin, and yeah he certainly has earned all these fans. People Respect Dravid too, but for majority Sachin n Dravid take up two different place in their Heart n Mind. People have hope n faith in Sachin n treat him as GOD.. i read the comment and truly agree.

Even u know, that Cricket skill and quality of Dravid are second to me, what i Like or Love or Respect in him is his commitment to what he does, trying to perfect each n every details, his Gentleman Character and many more. He certainly would have done a lot if he was MP.

Many think that Rahul Dravid aint a good Captain, ie Leader, n they remember that Worldcup where India was out in 1st round, n they remember Dravid declaring when Sachin was on 194 not out. No one remembers how India won their 1st Test matches in South Africa, West Indies. He has registered many pages in History, pages about Indian team n test performances.

We certainly are losing out on a very good asset that we had. and like him there are few or many unsung heros, atleast 10% of them should have been given appropriate support n help n opportunity.

Musu writes Poem For Silica

Hai dost mera mujhse khafa
jo chahta hai hamesha mera bhala
sikhata hai jo mujhe jeene ki kala
jo rakhta hai door mujhse har bala
par main hoon ek bevakuf baala
jisko aaya na kabhi manaana
bas aata hai bachcho wali kavita sunaana
maan jao Silica
mere pass hai naa galti ka koi bahaana
maaf kar do mujhe, bas kabhi mujhse jee naa churaana !
.

Though its a bit edited, but insignificant change done..

Knowing Universe!!!

Its a show on national geographic which i try to watch most of the times. Also on Discovery there is a show, Into the Universe with Stephen Hawking; both show are giving awesome knowledge about universe and space and more importantly time.

In an episode, Stephen Hawking talked about time travel and time dilation and related things. This was the time when I got into time dilation which landed me into Relativity. General and Specific Relativity.

General Relativity (GR) predicts that clocks in a stronger gravitational field will tick at a slower rate. Special Relativity (SR) predicts that moving clocks will appear to tick slower than non-moving ones.

Not going into much detail of what little I read so far, but about 25th January's episode, which cleared my concept about time and is helping me learn relativity concept.

Few points is what I would like to mention--

1. Speed of Light is constant;
2. Time and Space form a fabric, which can be tempered with;
3. Once very near to black hole, you can't escape even with speed of light;
4. No one has seen black holes, but it is assumed it exists;
5. You can never cross speed of light;
6. Worm hole is like a tunnel or shortcut in time and/or space;
7. Through worm hole you can reach at a place faster than speed of light, even though you are going slower than speed of light and it is because worm hole cuts down the distance.

Once Again!!!

10th standard, den 12th next CET, every time i had 1 thing in my mind, my parents. they were at the Base the seed. One thing that always ran in my mind was the efforts they put in for me, for my academics.
Its a no new story this time. All the six sems of Engg were okay.. Started with 68 % reached 74+ in next two sems and was tied in 62 to 66 percents in next 3 sems. Its GATE this time. With just 100days to go and Final year exams and BE project. Hardly any time left. Parents also reaching to their saturation point, but they still ready to work hard so that I can continue my study. So, have to really work hard and again prove myself. Prove my parents correct and stand up to every one's expectations.
If I remeber about this blog, then I'l surely update my score on 15th March..

Competition!!!

Kept lots of hopes but at end i got nothing.. Just empty handed..
Was recovering through certain early defeats and i thought I'm ready to go again and on came other defeats..
It hardy was 50 hrs n Icing on the cake came, one more person comes into the team and my department.. Its gonna be one tough challenge because my very existence in the team will be challenge.. The person has lots of experience at his level and I'm already struggling to find my form and really me.. Might be an end of me, just don't know how should I tackle this.. Where should i start from.. Jus can't take things and people and situation for granted..
If I emerge Victorious here then it will be a Big moral booster for me.. My Competitor is studying with me but he has slight edge and so do I..
He has shaped his interest nicely and I am lagging behind.. I do have certain things in me that give me an edge but I need to update n sharpen those qualities..
Lets see what more challenges time brings for me..

New Task...

i thot m d best in my tech field.. bt i lost d technical coordinator post in BAJA.. ie d RED SHIFT, our college ATV team.. after losing dat i was n m still shattered.. cant concentrate on work n studies n nthng at all..
for me TECH is d only thng i failed in dat , no other options n oppurtunity.. i started questioning my Leadership n Luck n Lyf n everthng..
den m asked to make d tym lyn of BAJA, taking inputs from seniors n under their guidance m gona make it n lukng forward to it.. lets c wht Surprises Tomorrow has for me..

No Comments...

When you say no comments, you actually protect yourself from talking any side.. Being politically correct and all.. But it also gives a very bad image of you.. It shows that you dont have the authority to comment or you are running away from the situation.. It requires courage to comment and then stand by it..
But there are situations where you actually have to comment and your comment is gonna be implemented or heard.. One such situation that I faced is within the friends.. If there is any situation or some thing and you say no comments then that can imply many negative things.. It shows that you are not interested in what is going on or what the situation is.. You are afraid that may be your comments will break some's heart.. N many more conclusion can be made..