Advantages of Extrovert

Frankly speaking I still don't understand the exact meaning of Introvert or an Extrovert, but I surely do understand the essence of it. With the placement preparations starting in campus, there are many firm coming to conduct mock GDs (Group Discussions) n PIs (Personal Interviews). Also few Alumns and expert come in to lecture us about DOs and DONTs in PI and related. I also read few books and all give direct or indirect reference about Extrovertness. They say that recruiters are interested in Extroverts. Its like they are open and easily mingle up, easy to work with, etc. Well, years ago I saw a TED talk video about Introverts. In which speaker nicely explained the personality traits of Introverts and how they are more creative than others. I am not sure if recruiters know about it, or other if the truth is something else. Anyway, time to bring in my perspective. I am going to list down advantages that I feel extroverts have.


Actually I have begin to think that Extroverts are Members of Herd Mentality or vice-a-versa. As they mingle up easily and have good social interacting ability. I may be somewhat wrong in above statement, but I am not completely wrong. Introverts are like not talking much or shy, they do somewhat different stuffs. So its like they don't have a huge network or much interaction with the world as compared to Extroverts. Having said this, let me put up couple or more points about Group mentality and/or Extroverts.

1. No one is going to ask you to stop doing what you are doing. If others are doing it in large numbers then it must be the right way, this is what is supposed.

2. Extroverts don't have to fight with yourself or with your near and dear ones about changing your personality. There is no Peer pressure as such, since you and your Peers are at same level.

3. They are heard easily. What ever one said is somewhat easily accepted and absorbed by others.

4. People who work for you, work with you or for whom you work are almost at the same level of focus. All the facilities in and around are such as to assist Extroverts. (Making a good and sensible assumption that Extroverts occupy major Chunk of population)


Like always some points may feel repetitive but that is how things are. Having said that, I don't believe in extreme of the two. Each individual has combination of Introvert and Extrovert traits, but majority are more shifted towards Extro case. This is very debatable article, since it contains my own views, which may or may not match with statistics and facts, so if you have any supporting or a different opinion please put it in the comment box or talk to me personally. Preferred is comment box, so that others can also join in the discussion.


Happy Reading !!!

Ticket to Standard Charted Mumbai Marathon (SCMM)

It was around three years back that I thought of running in SCMM, but then there was no preparation and I also I was late for registration. Started running and practicing latter that year but then stopped it again. Its been a long 2 years since then and Now I am at the doorstep of Mumbai Marathon to be held in Jan 2015. To run a half marathon you need a timing certificate. It tells that a particular runner ran (21k or 10k) in specified time. We need to clear some cut off time to be able to register for for this SCMM. Hence forth I will refer SCMM by 'marathon' only.

Just a quick recap so far, I started training for long distance in Dec 2013, some serious training. Started of with brand new good cushion shoes, then just two months in, I went for a new pair with more cushioning. It felt too good, but then a book changed the way I ran. Born to Run was the name of that book, it mentions few barefoot runners, the prominent among them was Barefoot Ted. So, instead of barefoot, I went for a thin soled canvas shoes, the one that we use in school. Things have been better from then on. Somehow I took one month break from running and all exercise and even gym.

It was May that I got back to the roads again, plain, pure raw running. No workout to build strength at all. Just running, that's all I did for two months. June 29th, there was a small run, ie 10.55km in Aarey colony that I was gonna participate to get my timing certificate for Mumbai marathon. I thought I will run in 45 or 55 mins max. My current speed in training suggested 1 hour for 10.5 kms. I never ran more than 8kms in practice, but still I was somewhat confident to finish 10k.

Had read about slopes and bad roads over there but who cared. I ran fast uphill then on flats and so I was excited. Well, the run started and in 3k itself you were down. Slopes so long and steep, you are running, moving your legs as fast as you can and still not moving forward.Somehow I finished half the track and we needed to take an U turn. So one might think that now its just downhill and few small climbs, but its sounds easy. Even though it was downhill, legs refuse to move. Hands stop moving and you just feel like quitting and going home. At the same time you see half marathoners, strong and steady, not tired at all. You know this isn't your field, you aren't meant for this. Was 2 kms from finish line and I saw a nice lady (wasn't able to see her face) breathing little heavily but moving strong. I got on her tail and used her as my pacer. Raced with her for last 2 kms and I felt really good. Somehow I cleared with a time of 67 mins. Ranks and position doesn't matter much. I cleared within 75mins and it's enough for getting a ticket to Mumbai Marathon.

Keep Running !!!

My Life as an Experimenter continues

I am back on track after almost a month of gap. Feels good but still it isn't easy running. Cold and cough sometimes makes me breathless and forcing me to slow down. My Bestie gave me a book Born to Run and lot has been written and discussed about barefoot running and how heavy cushioned shoes are making us more prone to injury.

Being most influenced person and wanting to try new and something different every time, I am now gonna start running on canvas. Canvas shoes have a nice thin sole and it hardly provides any softness to the foot. My form should change now and hopefully running should be easy and smooth now. It will also allow me to go at a faster pace. in last 2 months I had thrown away two shoes because the sole had worn off and I could feel the road beneath me and it was hurting me. Now, It seems I was wrong, it will certainly take sometime to get adjusted to new shoes but it is good for the long run. The knee life will be increased and running will be fun again.

I should be back in a week discussing about my experience with barefoot running.

Moving out of Comfort Zone

Seems like Things are going for a Toss. Running is getting on my nerves. Lets go for a short recap. I started planning for run from December. I increased my distance and speed my Feb end and then suddenly things gradually came to halt in March. I stopped going gym and I also decreased running distance. Haven't gone running since last 10 days.

Before December I didn't run for months and life was okay. Its only now that I feel low since I didn't go running. Partly I am occupied with other activities, partly I sleep late and sleep less and majorly its my Laziness. Something was wrong in my training patter, since after so much work out and morning run, I used to feel dull and exhausted throughout the day.

Waiting for May now, but it may be too late by then. 45 days to conquer speed and distance is tough, This is one part of the story. I forgot what the second part was as I resume writing this almost after two weeks. A short part I would like to include about department council. My friend writes a mail to all that no one has applied so far and so I go ahead and apply and realised that this is the opportunity to get things back on track. But then there were few other friends who stood up for the same post and I was not doing the required ground work correctly. Being shy I hardly did any campaigning and I just lost it. It doesn't bother me much since I know that I didn't do much and at the same time my friend worked hard for it and got it.

Back to running, I guess its when we are trying to move out of the comfort zone that things go for a toss. You need to have right motivation. Also last week I saw 4 parts of Rocky and its real inspiring. Old it is and simple and no illogical matter. I am sure that I can turn the tables and be a moderately good athlete. So many questions arise as I enter the gym. Questions like why and what will you gain by running marathon? Then I also start comparing that there are so many others already running and so whats the new thing that I will be doing. Whats on the other side of the race.

Another negative thought seeps in when I read through autobiographies of other athletes. How determined they were, focused and they knew what and why are they doing. I only know what, but I don't have firm reason to why am I doing this. Sooner or later I will find the answers and get back to all of you.

In short I can say that we all have heard that you need to get of the comfort zone. You need to do something extra or something you haven't done so far. Make sure one thing, whenever you plan to break open your protective shell, give it your 100%. Start with determination and a solid reason. Your motivation should withstand test of questions. It will certainly sail through test of time, but it should stand strong to the negative thoughts and questions that will build up in your mind whenever you are low.

If you are not sure before moving out of you good zone then life's gonna be tough for you. You will be vulnerable and lost. Reason is good or not is subjective. It should certainly not have any elements of jealousy or anger or revenge. Take small small steps which are realistic and achievable and will will lead you to your bigger goals.

Stay tuned for further articles and for my Running stories..

Its Day 7

Still no signs of me getting back on track. Standing for department election and I am so passive, not going out to meet others to talk on various issues. Though, campaign starts tomorrow or so. Haven't ever done any campaigning and also two more in my opposition, hard to fight and win back.Some small or big politics certainly going around here. Just need to wait and watch the pages unfold by next Saturday.

Day 4 and 5

The two days were bit hectic but fantastic. Didnt go for running or any exercise at all.

Monday I saw a play Piya Behrupiya, Shakespeares play translated in Hindi. Tuesday was industrial visit day. Visited Mahindra and Mahindra, NEC and also Sula Wines ;) Wednesday I stayed back in hostel and did nothing great as such. Waiting for my friend, have some academic work with him.

Thats all for now, hope to restart again from tomorrow ie 27th March 2014.

Day 3

Woke up early but slept again. No breathing exercise and no running. Don't have time in the evening too. There is a quiz in couple of hours and I am so worried. Didn't prepare well, hope it goes nice. Then there is also Shakespeare's play translated in Hindi tonight in IIT. Its called Piya Behrupiya.

There is also an industrial visit of our department in Nashik. Busy day again. Just need to be little patient. I dont have to be much critical about myself, I need to understand that it is very much okay to miss out couple of training days. Once in rhythm, then I need to be regular, desperately waiting for end sem and my RA duty to get over. Catch up with me tomorrow, may be from bus.

Day 2 and its Sunday

Waking up at 5.30am on a Sunday. Since the German classes, waking up early on Saturday and Sunday is no big deal at all. Ran two rounds from home to Sambhaji, about 4.8kms. I took some 28 mins, this pace is same as I had three months back when I started running. My personal best on this route is 12mins, and today it was 14 mins. Only positive take away today was less breathlessness. Was well in control of my breathe and hardly got tired. Speed will eventually increase soon.

Gonna meet my crush today evening. Also there is PAF (Performing Art Festival) in IITB. Aamir Khan is coming today at 11 am in campus to watch Satyameva Jayate with us and then have an interaction session, I am skipping that. I may go for cricket too. About PAF, so one of my friend (SHRI) is playing a major role in it and this is her first and last PAF performance. Action packed Sunday this is going to be.

Day 1 starts with a rest

With about 100 days to go for Mumbai Monsoon marathon, I start off today with Rest. Actually I woke up late and never got time in the evening to go for a run. I did complete the registration process.

Why and what this is all about. What I see from here is a Long blogging season, 100 days at a stretch. I can surely write whole lot over here in this single post, but let things unfold slowly. So, the post may be short and may be sweet too.

The content will be directly related to my running statistics and how I felt about the run. Easy, hard, tiring, etc. Occasionally I may add up some other parts of my life and day to spice up the cake. Let's see how far can I get with running and along with blogging.

Sprint Sandy Sprint

Last Day of Year Marks a Beginning of New Friendship

The post was written couple of days ago and it went through major and then minor changes. In the meantime suddenly I got a whole new way of introducing Roshni. I would like to Thank Ms MBiAn for reviewing the matter more than couple of times.

Normal Indian Child, no longer a student but a working Lady. Big Eyes, lots of Innocence and Child Like Qualities. As far as I can recollect she has been away from home since her graduation days. Yes, it has its own pros and cons. Post Graduation and then job, all kept her pulling away from the home. Initial months are surely difficult but then you settle in and start enjoying. One really enjoys the way she opens up her few stories out to you. You are sure learn some lessons. You just lose the track of time listening to it. You should go through some of her blog posts to know the quality of her thinking, almost 4 years since her last post. Let me now start this post.

Roshni

In Hindi 'Roshni' means Light. Many ways to associate it. I am talking about Roshni in my life, the enlightening Light. She is a friend of mine like many other of my friends and yet Unique in her own way, again like how all my friends are unique in some way or other. Friends come and leave or stay and they laugh with you, fight, care, teach you some hard lessons of life and give you those long lasting Happy memories.

Roshni is a friend of mine I met at the end hours of 2013. Bestie was our common link and we both already knew a bit about each other, but never had a talk or meet before. We met at Bestie’s house and talked about various stuffs. Saw some funny TVF videos and literally fell on the floor while laughing after hearing Alok Nath jokes. We had Gujarati Thali near CST and then went off. This first meet deserves a real good place in this post.

We both accepted the fact that we talked with each other more in our first meeting, than what we would usually do. It was due to the Bestie that we could quickly get into comfortable zone with each other. In the mean time, I was busy writing my blog, ie midnight of 31st December. I celebrated December as a Blogging month and also I was pretty sure I will end up being in a relationship and have a Girlfriend by 31st December. Well, not all things happen the way you want. I did write many posts, but no sign of Girl Friend. I was writing my last post and it did end well. I asked Roshni to read it, since it contained her mention too. She liked it and then we discussed few things about our blogs. It is then that I decided I would write a blog about our friendship or a post on her. It was on a condition that we have some more meetings to get some content to write about.

Here, its 25th February as I write this and we just met once in 2014, in January. We plan to have a meet this weekend, lets see how far we go. Well, one more thing, on 31st she came directly from office and was a bit worried that she had her office dress on and not a party wear. Well, the second time when we met, same thing happened, she had to rush directly from the office to meeting place. Next, I will take you some key events, mainly they are related to our conversations. An attempt will be made to maintain chronological order.

In the beginning of any relation one will expect all goodie goodie talks and at times words like ‘Like’, ‘Love’, ‘Crush’, etc. We started with ‘Hate’. Some talk we had and she said I would have hated her for something and so on. It turns out that I misunderstood her and went bit off the track. Around the same time we had our first argument, which was reported. After the first argument, things were back on track and soon we were in a so called ‘Good Friend Zone’.

Gradually we talked and discussed a lot about our previous study years. Getting into Engineering and then Post graduate. Later we dwelled into more detail into our respective college lives and friends and family. She also came to know that I know more about her than what she anticipated. Then came our shopping day, Roshni, Bestie and myself. Shopped here and there. We went to some shoe shop and I just drifted for a minute or so to esquire about some running shoes. I then turned back towards the girls and found them at cash counter, finished with their shopping and payment too. It was real quick.

Then came her Bangalore Conference and we both got busy in our respective worlds. At times we talked about Dravid, our families, our just daily affairs of India. By last week of February it felt as if we knew each other since 3-4 years back. Can’t recollect much from then. Things went up and down and left and right. I was off whatsapp and facebook for more than a week. Had my Mid-Sems and as soon as it ended I was back in social range. Again our talks would go on, we talked about friendship and how people value and at times how some people hardly care about others friendship.

Like how I get ‘Happy Realisation Moments’ midway between my post, same is happening now. Till now what I was writing covered some stories that happened between us. It doesn’t say much about her in detail. Let me try to make an attempt.

Few words that come to my mind when I think of her is Childlike and Soft at heart. Big Eyes though. Initially I thought of her as Childish and realised that best way to put is that she has few Innocent Childlike qualities. Don’t ask me to name those qualities. She has faced some rough times like all of us. One thing I liked about her is that she learned from her mistake and you can see the change she brought in herself. She is closed to her parents and also her first cousins. She is slightly less negative than me and I find it easy to understand her situation. A lot more Sensitive and she may get hurt quickly if not taken care off. Thanks to her ability to learn from her mistake, she is becoming stronger day by day.

It was after this long period and just regular talks that few topics changed my perspective for my own self. I generally talk a lot, specially about my personal life, but there were some pages yet to be turned. One day while having a phone chat that those pages gradually turned. Here there was someone with whom I can discuss few things for the first time. It is in this respect that Roshni suits here a lot. Bringing a ray of Light which Lighted up a whole new perspective of mine. The light helped me discover that I have more pages in my Life than what I had been thinking so far.

We might be having a meeting this Sunday (2nd March), deadline for this post is 28th February. Under certain circumstances, I may take liberty to extend the deadline. Well, I took the liberty and extended the deadline. About the Sunday meet, will come up with it next time. More interesting, let Roshni take this task up of writing next post. Let her include her side of story and she i way better writer than me, both in terms of quality of language and depth of thoughts.

It is good to make use of Light that others bring to our life, but don't forget to reflect that back on them and also enlighten as many Life as you can.

Moving from 85 to 100 . . .

Again in bus and heading college. Late Saturday evening, bus is less crowded and so are the roads. 15 to 20 mins to write down this post.

No abstract needed here. This comes directly through my running experience. What goes inside my head. Take recent example, target was 10 rounds. Slow and easy jog, just to build up some stamina. I start off as required and after each round I tell myself that 10% done. So after 6 its 60% done. Then 7 th round is easy and smooth and so sign of tiredness. Then 8th round and half way through I make a big mistake always. I start looking at finish line and it feels I have done it. I increase speed a bit and it results in physical wearing off. But you make it through 8th round, ie 80% done.

9th round and I look around say to myself that this is second last time I am going through this. Gives a you small boost of energy and long period of exhaustion. I make it 85%, still good but a bit tired. Feels like stopping and ending the run. Thats when I bring my mind in. I say to myself, 85% was and is easy. Anyone can do it and All do it. What makes a difference is last 15%. More precisely, 85 to 90 will decide your remaining 10%. Many questions need to be answered. Will you complete the run. How will you carry yourself? Strong and quick or keep complaining? Are you thinking to get exhausted on finish line or you want to walk home tall and proud? Answer lies in your performance.

At times I have had myself completely exhausted at end, but I always did 100%. I know that this last mile is all that makes a difference. That's what separates the regular guy and an Athlete. And then there are masters and Legends.

This applies to almost all our work or activities. First is to make a habit of finishing abd then make sure you finish Strong and cross the finish line Tall. Make yourself Proud !

Manohar PremKatha

About the Title - I keep dreaming and discussing Fairytale's with my friends, mostly Love stories. My Bestie calls it Manohar Kahaniya. One of my batchmate, Sachin, coined a work PremKatha in one of our discussion and I find it attractive. We call it PK (PremKatha) and hence the post title. I won't be discussing any story here, but I will tell about observation and thoughts to such stories when I relate it to me. So, in short this is one more of those personal post. I wonder how people write such wide variety of fiction stories. Lets get started. . .

I keep dreaming of so many stories and situations, like a walk with my partner on a straight road with less vehicular traffic, hand in hand and presence of my favorite Moon. Many might have similar or same imagination too. Actually there are lots of them and lets not go on that track. Point is, whenever I talk about this, at end I say that its not going to work. XYZ relationship won't happen with me and it happens only in Movies. This certainly shows up my negative side.

So, why do I talk about them at all, because I want them to happen. I realised one of the reason it didn't happen with me is because deep inside me I believe that such things don't exist or occur in reality. I am so very wrong I suppose. I have heard so many stories which are so inspiring and which suggest a big role played my Forces of Nature that its hard to believe they actually happened. Forces of Nature - different names, some call it Luck, some call it coincidence, some other name or just a combination of all.

I was Tarak Mehta ka Oolta Chasma and there came a scene of girl proposing a boy and boy was confused and the story went on. I then went deep into my brain and heart and recollected real life stories of my friends that had a Fairytale touch to it. I realised that I don't have to wait for that thing happen to me to believe. I just have to believe it exists and happens, whether it happens with me or someone else is a different topic. Running out of points now that I earlier had. So the catch is, I now firmly believe that Manohar PremKatha's do exist in reality and I feel blessed to have witnessed some of those. In near future I may be a part of one of such incidences.

Writing and Dreaming . . . .

Winter Rain Message

A message I wrote to one of my friend. A rainy morning followed by soothing afternoon. Missing a friend in Rains has a totally different feeling. Enjoy the message -

Feels like u left n sky cried. Reflecting moods n emotions of all in Mumbai connected to you. The climate is still romamtic n so these aren't sadness tears. Yup, they miss you, bt happy tears they were that fell down. Wishing a nice n pleasant all the best to you. Rains r n assurance to ppl here in Mumbai that amidst d sun n cold, d soothing rain will come by. Through messengers like me, its a message to you.
A message to you which says that after hard work n brainstorming in insti, after having not so good tym with colleagues n after everything that happened, rains will n have come to wash you off. To wash off all non good things that happened. To refresh you n make ready for next day n to make u recall about ur near n dear ones. Also its a chance for you to wear ur shoes n jump in small water puddles.

End Goes December

So the Awesome December comes to an end and so does my Blogging season. It was a nice month, specially till Mood Indigo. Things then went a little low, dry, boring and full of Laziness. As I write this blog, I made an increment in my Best Spent Times. It was with my Bestie and one more friend. My friend had many similarities with me, as I had discussed dozens of time with my Bestie, but today when we sat to discuss, we could hardly find two to three points. Later Rahul Dravid and few books here and there made sure that conversation went Smooth.

Had one of my Best Kaughter days today, thanks to 'Alok Nath'. Small credit also goes to Qtiyapa - TVF. Then going out for new year's dinner to end the day. Lets not talk about Dinner, already stomach is still Full. Keeping it really short and ending a wonderful month. Not sure when I will be back with my another blogging season. Stay Tune and Stay Fit !!

December Check List

Waiting for someone or something has gained a totally new purpose. After reading the book 'The Secret', I have started imagining and visualising things I want. Good marks, a girl friend, nice car, etc. Apart from this, blogging is also coming into picture. More than 40% of my total posts have been composed in past month.

I have started sharing my posts on facebook and also joined indiblogger. Got few good comments from my friends. Thanks to Shrutika (My Bestie) and Krishna Balaji ( My Batchmate), I realised that I make too many spelling mistakes and few grammatical errors too. Need to read my post before uploading to reduce the errors. Apart from this I got few compliments and words of encouragements too.

December check list, I will have to keep visiting my old post titled - Post from bus.

Cycling - Checked

Did lot of cycling in first two weeks of December. My other posts do cover a lot of cycling. Not much to discuss. Yesterday my Bestie took a ride on my cycle and it deserves a mention. Things were good till today morning but then had my first and last accident on my cycle. In order to overtake slow truck I went a little right and it was starting of divider at the point and I collided and I somersaulted and fell down on face. Luckily just a small knock on chin and big bend on front fork of cycle. Well, interesting part was after the crash, a young and nice looking girl, who was passing by, picked my cycle for me, while I was busy lifting myself. Then we both went on our respective destiny.

UPSC Mains - Checked (reporting what my Bestie said and including my views)

Started of good and then one bad paper and rest was as good as it can go. Papers were lengthy but not too difficult. It was the preparations and efforts that made exams not so difficult. Let her add other required details and conclusions.

Internship - Half Checked

My friend and I were very enthusiastic initially. Went there regularly but then due to some software problem over there, we started staying back in hostel. At times I stayed back home. But now we are at ending phase and we are going to finish it on high.

Mood Indigo - Double Checked

Last year I attended one evening show. This year I attended all evening shows and couple of late night shows. Fashion show, dance competition, singers, musicians, dancers, stalls and everything. My parents visited on 3 rd day mailny to see my hostel room. None of my friends visited me, but Mood I was going nice. Hours before last show, I came to know that my Bestie and my Somaiya batchmate were visiting me. Had great fun with them, Burgers and Frooti, etc. Specially the late evening walk.

Crush's Birthday - Unchecked

Its tomorrow. Nothing planned and nothing done. Not hoping for any surprising stuff tomorrow in respect to this matter.

Stopping to Flirt - Partially Checked

Unofficially I have stopped and retired from this work. Small amount and traces are still left in me. Formal resignation procedure will take place on 31st December and it will stop completely and here stops my post too. Going to go through draft to correct spelling mistakes.

Standing in Queue

Third day of Mood I, Aamir Khan coming for some event at 4 pm and already a long queue has developed. Let me remind you, its just 2.30 pm now. I wanted to write a blog on 'December Checklist', but looking at the time I will be spending in this line, I decided to write something. Couple of incidences where I got into middle of long queue just to get early entry.

Let me first discuss the past experiences of IIT n long line. I like to follow rules and at times follow rules coz of fear of consequences of braking it. I hated to join a line in between, seems unjustice for those who are standing since mins and even hours. I have a friend, rather bhai mera, Sachin. Half of college might be knowing him. Fearless n joyful n line breaker. It was with him that I first broke a line a overtook about 200 students in line. Once you do it and you are uncaught, you are bound to reapeat. This first time was followed by many similar events.

Last two days of Mood I, we got in between line for both evening shows in SAC. Last night we had three of our batchmates already in line. Slowly slowly one after all, three increased to 30. No one objecting and no screaming. Seems like a normal procedure over here and every one enjoys it. At times even we are the one suffering, but its fine. We love it, I guess everyone here does it. Experiences like this and brotherhood of this type makea IIT life special. It may even be the characteristic of all campus life.

Today, I am braking that tradition and standing in line from start. Expecting my parents to turn up anytime and it will great to have them. Suddenly line discpline became strict because of more security. I have a camera but its not allowed inside, this is what they say.

Since I have extra time, I can write few more lines. Mood I has been fun. Attending late night shows. One of them included classical music (flute) with Pandit Ronu. Papon n Euphoria were amazing. Standing along the barricade gives oppurtunity to be close to band. At the same time you have to handle pressure of people pushing you and fighting for prime standing spots. Standing four hours straight n jumping and rocking ain't easy.

A breaking news to make a note of is, I gave up my intention/dream of having a gf by Dec 2013. There are some 10 days left, but I gave up. Thats it. Girla started getting entry it seems. I am trying to get in with camera. Stay tuned for more updates.

Post didn't get published before. Chaos happened and I lost interest. Lots of pushing and I left the line to go some silent peace.  Then met Shri and some of her friends on my way back. So standing in line again but at the back now. Nitish n Aanish went and brought Burger for me and got chance to breach security and get in line with me. They will surely have fun.

Congrats Sandeep !!!

Hello Sandy,

A big bada wala Congratulations to you for your successful Cyclothon. I would also apologise for my late wishes, no excuses, just a big mistake on my part.

You surely clocked within 45 mins, but don't forget that the route was cut short by about 2 kms. Considering it as your first step in world of sports and athletics, your performance was amazing. Also driving back to college on cycle will be having lot of stories attached with it.

As I say and believe, it wasn't a one day miracle. 2 weeks of practice back home in Mulund played a major role. Going through busy streets at times and then into dark corners of Mulund, you surely had the most exciting work out session ever.

Going further, rather more further in your past and recalling your cycke days. Dad uses to come home tired, have dinner and get ready to rest. But then you would ask dad to take you on streets for cycle and he did accompany me. I remember that even back then you liked speed and dad had to run to catch up with me. Then my second cycle was also brought in same situation. I just couldn't wait and went to shop at the closing hours. So many memories, just can't write all here.

Another areq where you worked upon was your health. Pranayam was one part, but a big credit goes to mom for making dry fruit sweets. Early morning and late night Biurnvita Milk. (I don't intend to advertise it, but it is good). Giving you permission to cycle through eastern express way n on sea-link was a breakthrough in itself.

I am sure all this made your trip to sea-link possible. Also heard about many mishaps and management goof-ups. A reminder to you that you were and still are a Lucky Dude, since you didn't face any problems. Fullstop is definitely not the next stop. Journey has just begin and world of sports awaits you. Don't you dare loose your main focus, ie studies.

About your GF resolution, just a week more, i have seen her with you, be patient and all the Best for Future.

Bios!!!

Night before the Ride

Well, I made a lot of grammatical mistakes in the last post. I wish to reduce them as move ahead in this journey. This post is going to be a short one.

Its 46 past 12 in the midnight. Tomorrow is the Cyclothon day, Tour de India as it is said. Went to marriage n slept little in noon. I know I need to sleep and Sleepy I am. Anyway, keeping all this aside, I am awake and watching 'Jo jeeta wohi Sikandar'. In my friends room and writing this post through Android App.

I am excited, kick after kick it will be. 11.2 kms on Sea link and its going to be tough. We train on roads with buildings on both sides which block most of the wnd. Also, due to ittle traffic, there are frequent slow downs and rest periods. Yesterday I got a chance to drive through Eastern Expressway and I felt the effect of wind. Next time, will train myself more in match conditions.

Got a bottle fitted at last moment on front tyre clamp. So an extra 1 kg weight added. We are planning to go Kanjur to Kurla via train and then drive to BKC. We will be driving our way to insti on cycle. Have to wake up at 3.45 am and leave hostel by 4.30am. It really is going to be Legendary.

I write this post fully asleep and with half opened eye. So, sorry for typing error and grammatic errors also. Though I will like to know my mistakes.

Thank You!!!

Missed Meeting with Friend

I'l narrate as the day progressed. Due to some work in college I skipped company and directly went to college in morning. I finished with my work till noon. In the lunch I had milk shake and chat, no messing in the mess. Came back to hostel to meet my hostel mates. Here one of the friend suggested a 90 min documentary.

It goes by the name of 'The Secret'. They discuss the power of positive thought and related stuffs. It was inspiring and thought provoking. I enjoyed it and intend to implement it. It really pumped me up and it had a small part to play in what happened in the evening. It was about 4 5 pm. Went for coffee. Used my new coffee for first time.

Later on I and my friend continued with some programming and theory work. Results not matching with the numerical ones. Was a bit frustrating and tiring. Was walking towards girls hostel as I had to return my friends book. A long route it is. I tried calling my friend and no answer. Tried other friend and got a chance to talk to her.

My insti is on her way to office and I saw a small window of time when I could meet her. She said she would call back and she did. Her train was at 7.22pm and so the time window shrink to a dot. She was wiling yo miss her train but I like a fool said you carry on with your train. Then i said to myself no, I have to meet her now.

I called back and told her to call back if she misses the train. I hurried up and went to bus stop. Missed a couple of bus. All the praying anf hoping and waiting for a phone ring. I prayed that some miracle will surely delay the train. I boarded crowded 403. Here is the catch, normal days I would wait 40 mins for 403 as it drops me next to my building. Today I took a small ticket to Huma ie Kanjur station. 7.27 it was and I still waited.

Now comes the big part, something that brings Smile to my face. By now it was almost certain that she left. What caught me by surprise was a lobg queue to cross foot over bridge. Going at snail's pace. Only once before have I seen such senario. This was horrible and took 10 mibs to cross a small section. Now, all the way I prayed the she got late and at end it was I who had to face all the Music. I am sure and now even more hopeful that I will meet her. Of course this December is going to be Amazing one for me.

Don't know much of her. But I am sure she too has her side of story related to this meeting. Waiting to hear her story on our next meet.

PS- purposely I didn't mention much about my friend, since that won't have altered the effect of this post a lot.

Internship at TATA Power SED

It startrd from 2nd December, near Chandivili junction. As we entered, within 15 mins we were told our project and what they expect from us and related stuff. A challenging task ia what they say n it really is. Rather its my inefficiency which is making it look likr an uphill task.

Its like solving a big assignment with a big team. Learning softwares never heard of. Main relief came when we were told that its not compulsory to be in office everyday and also there are no time limits or restrictions. Phew, took a huge burden away. Wearing a new formal each and everyday, something i dreamt of from a long back time. Watching my dad prepare for work n leather shoes, plain white hanky and a great watch. Finally I am getting to experience it..

Being in IIT, where my friends beling to all part of India except Mumbai. I never imagined that I will travel back from iff to home with my friend. TATA gave that chance. My friend will wait 15 mins n get into crowded bus which will take me home. He surely has options of other less crowded bus. He will leave it for me. About Bus, BEST has a good connectivity and equally good and co-operative are the people using it. I started liking public transport more than ever.. Total of 90 mins travel from home to office and it is totally worth it.

About the company and work environment, all I can say -'its Chill'. Only designing takes place and so all busy with some kind of design software and some kind of big printouts. Mess is small like the plant and food us good. I take my own tiffin, Somaiya ki yaad dila di. There are Owen where you can get your food heated up. What I disliked is that we have to submit cell phones at security desk. This place us under some government defence something something.. Overall a small office but an Awesome one.

My task is to analytically find natural frequency of some big structure and code it. This should act as base for other projects. Further they want to carry out some dynamic analysis too if time permits. Here's the catch- coding and that too Matlab.. I ain't best at coding, but I am certainly Better than Most for sure. A new task and new coding methodology needed. Combining Vibration Theory along with matlab, I never did it before. I hope I do a proper justice and complete the task my December end.

Wapas end se yaad aaya, bus journey about to end and mere ghar ka stop aa raha hai. See you soon, my Lovely Readers !!!

December - Starts with a Joy Ride

This post is about my Cycle ride from IIT to home. Numerically its less than 10 kms and hardly took more than 40 mins. It was a one stop journey via Mulund D-Mart. 10 kms, is hardly anything, there are normal people running more than this everyday, so what the big deal ? Big Deal lies inside me and on the road and its about braking the shackles. Manzil se behtar lagne lage hai rasste - yup, my post won't have the manzil part, but the journey part, the story before i kicked off the cycle is discussed.

People how know me, they very much know how un-sporty person I am. Hardly involved in any outdoor activity. So, a 10 km was a small, a tiny stepping stone on a new path I have choose for myself. Less Tech oriented and more fun activities like night outs, group studies, movie once a month (minimum), dominoz, etc etc. Secondly, I was to take the eastern express way to ride home, other route was slow but had small roads. So, going on a highway with cars crossing you in a blink on an eye is risky but exciting as well. Deep down in my Heart, I was having a slight bit of worry.

Thankfully I had my friends to accompany me. So, we were to do this on Saturday (7/12/2013), but one of my friend was leaving on 4th Dec and so we decided 30 Nov. The day came and none of us were in the mood to go out and we cancelled it. Next day I had to go to college for my duty and then we were to go shopping. We decided Mulund D-Mart. Now, a day before this, I had an argument with mom and I badly wanted cycle back home to prepare for an cycling event on 15th Dec and I finally got the permission from parents.

Sunday, the day came. We slept after duty and it was already 5pm when we left. To go D-Mart, LBS road, ie Huma-Dreams mall road was the good route as far as distance is concerned. We were tired and more than my friends, I was tired to ride cycle, but at same time I wanted the cycle back home for next one week. We said yes and then no and then yes and it went on. Finally we were going by bus. Something happened and I said I am taking cycle.

It had happened in the past that I decided so many things and events and gave up in middle, I was determined to change the past. I took the cycle and My friends, gave up and were ready to take the cyclous ride to D-Mart. Then the forces of Nature came in and they didn't get their cycle and had to take bus. Their support was crucial at that moment and it was final push i needed to cross the line. Road was mostly downhill and much effort was needed at all. We shopped and then I came back home and my friends returned to hostel.

Riding part was purely mechanical and being a Sunday, traffic was less and less was the exhaustion. Cycle had a loose rear mud guard which made annoying noise. About the passing of cars on blink of a car - that was not the case. I took a different route but I made it. Stay tuned, I promise there are certainly more post to be updated and written. Had my first day today in TATA Power SED as an intern. May be next post will have it. Sorry, If I miss out on any point.

Sachin and Nitish are the friends I am talking about. They are Research Assistant at IITB and doing MTech. My batchmates, Bhai hai yaar mere woh..

Post from bus..

Hii. My bestie told me about androids blog app. I am traveling in a bus from college to home. Want to write so much and same time I want to finish this post in the bus itself.

Super excited about December. Had planned for tomorrow but things not working. Anyway, December is going to be priceless. My Bestie's UPSC mains. My first internship. Also, I aim to participate in a small cycling event, mid-December. Mood I, college fest. I hope to see many of my friends in this fest and so looking forward to it.

I may write a seperate blog on each of above, as and when they occur. Christmas n more important for me is my Crush ka birthday. Its also a placement month. Job placement in campus and marriage placement in family. Thankfully, i don't have any of the above placement this year.

Guys, wrote a lot n still halfway away from home. Nice app and also better utilization of travel time.

Its almost end of the post, let's talk about something which will end this December. I try so many things, work out, music n study n so many kinds of stuff. I have a habit of leaving all half way. Not sure if this will end, but the way I flirt is certainly going to stop. Rather there won't be any flirting at all.

So this is it, an abrupt end to post.

Links to related Posts

December Starts with a Joy Ride

Internship at TATA Power SED

Night Before the Ride

Congrats Sandeep - Cycling event finished

December Checklist

Last Day of Year Marks a Beginning of New Friendship

End goes December

Some things may be Better Left Incomplete !!! Complete Things Have Their Own Beauty!!!

Continuing from previous part. Writing after more than 6 months of my birthday, hard to recall all details. Let me continue where I stopped. He edited the ending on recommendation of one of his new writer friend. It added a new life to the next part which was yet to come. Musu and Silica then had some dispute over the ending, about its rudeness and harshness.

It was Sunday and as always he was in building on cricket ground. Played really well that day and didn't lost a single series. In the middle he did got call from this new writer friend. She described her last year birthday, which was her first away birthday from home. He had plan to go to Mahalaxmi Mandir evening that day.

Lunch and then cricket. After the morning call, Silica was pretty normal. He slept and all of sudden a bell rang. It was Musu and writer and some of his other good friends. He enjoyed the surprise. A big fat chocolate cake. A small teddy, still preserved formed the candle. Cut was cut and then a new drama. Silica offered the cake to all.. First to mom and then to others. Wait a minute, it ain't so straight forward. Mom said give to Bestie and Silica gave her, but at the very last. Of Course she was very angry, but he did it and enjoyed it. He did confessed that he did so on purpose.

Gift included a book titled - Timeless Steel - a collection of writing on Rahul Dravid, the one he likes a lot. Then the chit chatting and all. His mom went out and arranged for some small party like environment. Mahalaxmi plan was abandoned long ago. The talk involved maily English movies and books and stars. Silica has problems in remembering names and faces and so he was a silent observer. He did took out his camera, but didn't click any picture. Its hard to figure out what exactly went through Silica's mind. What was Musu thinking about the reaction of Silica. Few things were and are still kept within oneself.

Months after the event Silica was interviewed regarding the birthday events. He still is not sure why and how did he react to few of the things that particular day. Later that day, Silica managed to not to go to Musu's birthday and also skipped Writer friend's birthday. Was it deliberate. If you ask Silica, he will say forces of nature and he also that he really did try hard to get to party. Musu's point of view, well not yet cleared. Well Silica is one thing which really matters her a lot. Its not said and not spoken. Sometimes not felt. But, this are the situation where one actually sees and more importantly feels the the really string that ties two Bestie's together..

Keep a track of new Post soon to come.

Sandy Speaks on Jab We Meet

I wrote this mail after watching the movie.. Not speaking more. Just read the mail and have fun and drop a comment if possible..

First of all i think its better for you to know how i speak. Ie my style of talk and writing. Whenever talking on something or discussing I tend to give lot many examples related to what I have experienced related to those concepts. My friends also form a part in my conversation. Not at all interesting or spicy. Lot many times I easily get out of the track. Most of my thoughts don't follow the conventional route at all. I'l be going in sequence. Watching movie again and then writing the so called review.

Jab We Met - 

Jab tak train wala part nahi aaya tab tak starting seem so slow and boring. Aditiya was in shock and he left everything. It really happens.

Kitna bolti hai Geet, phew. Shuru mein sahi tha n tym pass bhi. Neend mein bhi bolti hai.. Nothing much to say here. Woh itna share karti hai kissi k sath bhi n also care free hai. This obviously leads to healthy life. So excited about marriage.. Then the station comes and the train is gone. Taxi wala toh Dude tha.. Inspite being in such a stress and depression woh Geet ko Ratlam lekar jata hai. But then Geet ne bachon wali harkat kar di n they Became friends and so on. As in they were destined to be friends. Real mein bhi aisa hota hai i guess, i call it forces of nature.

Anyway, they go to hotel and wahan wapas Geet and uski style. Woh ladki ki photo jalakar flush kar diya. It helped for him, real mein bhi it should work. Never wana try it though. Then woh Roop ki baat, woh bas Geet hi aisa kar sakti hai.. Fir subah hoti hai n bus chalti n my fav singer, Shaan ka song. They become good friends and have little fun and get back to Geet's house. The song makes so much sense. I mean Engg mein suna tha tab our target was getting degree. but coming in to 4th year we all started enjoying the college, bunking lectures and what not.

Whats happen in this course is, Aditiya now no more gets bore of long talks by Geet. He forgot that he was in bad state of mind and depressed. He actually got lost in a world away from his tension.

Its taking too long for me to write, so, I am not watching the movie any more. Jitna yaad hai uspe se based likhta hun..

Geet k ghar toh sahi tha, Roop se mila woh. My friend said ki Roop zyada achi lag rahi thi.. Wahan toh enjoy kiya, khana khaya n then Lasssiiii !!!!!  Roop ko bhagna hi tha toh ghar kyun aayi?? Aaditya ko bhi fansa diya usne bhaag k.

Jab woh log terrace pe hote hai n Geet dais ki - tum har pal soch soch k rehte ho and this and that and what not, n she lives differently.. I too think a lot and so i would go with Shahid. But then ii also agree with Geet ki there should be no regrets, i have none, except few (May be). De talli ki line inspired me a lot -'Na toh hai, koshish karke dekho, shayad haan ho jaye' After that i did tried and proposed just to get no as an answer.

Anyway, Movie mein-- Then they just gayab ho jate hai. I liked the way Shahid changed and how Energetic and Fresh he was. Aisa hona chahiye.. Its coz of Geet and Shahid k we can talk long distance at cheap rates. Woh pura Geet ban gaya tha. i jus realised ki m writing the story and not my views. Jab Woh ghar walon ko assure karta hai ki 10 din mein le aayega, he really showed some character and Friendship too. Itne dil se dhund raha tha toh Geet milni hi thi. Usne ache se and thoda aggressively situation ko handle kiya, but that was required. Daant ke usko lekar aaya, i really liked it.

Par ghar jane k baad, woh directly bol sakte the ki Shahid Geet ka mangetar nahi hai. But they carried on, obviously Movie mein aisa hi hota hai. Geet ko dheere dheere samja toh woh obvious tha. But thing is, she listened to her soul and turned out to be good. but you never know ki agar woh Anshuman se shaadi karti toh acha hota ya bura. Big Bang theory mein Sheldon ne kaha tha 1 baar, ki jab tak relation mein na padho, pata nahi chalega ki woh acha hai ya bura.. 1 baar aisa karne k baad, hard to believe ki Anshuman aisa vapas nahoi karega. Plus Shahid was always there. Good thing was ki Shahid knew his limits and didnt take any advantage and didnt do anything to turn things on his side. Par Movie Love and real mein bhi, aisa ho jata.. Happies Endings !!!

I still thoink aisa movie mein hota hai. So nicely and ache se sab ho jata hai in movie, real mein hardly aisa hota hai. So, at times I dont like it. Other way I look around this is-

May be I have not seen enough of world and so I think that these Fairytales exist in movies only. Lets see, hope too see a really fairytale involving my friends.

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Thing that i think i should learn or connect to is when Geet said- u think a lot and dont enjoy much and also good results are not confirmed. 

Thats how I have, i can change, but still dont feel that i should change. I like theway its going. Change- my blog article should say more.

Errors- I have heared that you don't like spelling and grammatical errors. Well i can say that keyboard is bad and I am not used to it, but Grammatical mistakes- No excuses. I do make many mistakes in Language.

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Hope by sending this jumbled up matter to you, I have earned my first e-mail from your side..

Some things may be Better Left Incomplete !!!

Musu again writes to Silica... An incomplete poem this time. I'll be happy to share the complete one as soon as I get it. Till then enjoy these short little Simple lines. . .

The poem that was to be..

The clock struck 12

The clock struck 12 while she slept

And he waited but a promise wasn't kept

He went to sleep and the call went unanswered

So much to tell but remained dreams harboured

Sleepy voice spoke at 6 to sleepy ears

It seemed the wait was of years

While they had to share so much

All they did was limp with a crutch.

He sent messages and she didn't reply

Let me Spicy it up. It was Silica's birthday on 21st. His building friends came at midnight, cut the cake and talked for half an hour. In mean while some of his other friends called and messaged him. There was no sign of Musu (Silica's Bestie) anywhere. After his friends left, he stayed awake, checking mobile every two minutes and eventually fell asleep.

1.32am, something woke him up, he again checked his mobile, and found that Musu had called him a couple a minutes ago. He was angry or tired, he didn't call. He felt as he was dreaming about the call and so never called back. Finally the call came early in the morning. They just talked a bit. Silica wasn't in a real good mood to celebrate the birthday. Some issues going on around since past two three days.

Issues like change to get accepted in society. Issues like competition in studies and related stuff going on. All these things affected the early morning conversation also. Silence took the majority of time in conversation. Talking about random stuffs and early morning freshness. The call then came to an end. Musu was trying to summarise the entire day in a poem and could only complete half of it (approximately).

Will Silica remain angry and upset? Has Musu actually stopped valuing his birthday? Silica just can't stop thinking about it ! But Silica has to wait for the answers. Stay tuned for the second part. As many mysteries unfold after a Cold Shower !!!

Confusing Contradictions

There is always a Better Tomorrow -One of my favorite lines. The contradiction to this is - Tomorrow never comes. One doesn't know which one is true or both are true? What are the limitations of its applications When going through bad phase or having under perform in a match, You may say There is always a Better Tomorrow. Tomorrow never comes, one may use this is to  Enjoy the present Today. To live life to its fullest. One may want to finish off the task before Today ends.

Before going to main talk, let me try to site one more example- 'Its now or never !!' , 'Better Late Than Never !!' If your boss is sitting on your head, you know its now or never, but if you miss to visit your home on a special occasion, then you better go next time. Well, its still confusing for me from the above words. Better move to main subject.

People often say  change yourself, grow up, be mature and sensible and what not. List goes on. Parents and at times we too compare and say be like that XYZ and so on. I have also heard that a person should be as they are. Just be yourself- that's what is said. As soon as person tries to be himself/herself the entire world stands against them, at least in most of the cases. There are some set of customs that one expects other to follow and vice - a - versa. The one who continuously keeps changing as dictated by others, wins the society superficially and always looses the battle within oneself. Those be themselves, take a bow for them, they really go a long way, though alone, but they really reach the stars. They are Legends only after they departure from here. As long as alive, they are treated as Aliens and an unwanted entity.

Then there are Smarties. These are people who keep constantly changing. They actually keep on changing their natural character. They just blend everything nicely. They are neither a looser nor a winner within themselves. They just smartly negotiate this life's tenure Joyfully. At the last. People who keep changing ti,e to time. At times they change. At times they decide to just be what they are. At the end they are just left no where. They are changed so much so that they themselves don't know what their true character was. Society neglects them just because that person himself is actually lost and no one shows them the true path.

At the end I realise that I wanted to write this for some specific purpose and at the end I end up writing something else. I get this question at end - Should one change or not?? If change is to be done, themn whom to take guidance from? What changes to bring about. If you think no change is reuired, then how do you overcome the people who keep poking you to get change??

Happens to be a long post indeed.
You may find some more interesting one's here- http://www.studentshangout.com/topic/37508-contradictory-quotes/

Some comments on an article in The Indian Express Journalism of Courage

Link to Article !!!


Yeah i red the article.. I always thought that Dravid should have been given that one award, ie Khel Ratna.. Yeah he would have been the Better option for MP.

But then i think on the process and points that went to make this decision and i think that i am Rahul fan n so i will want him only to be MP and no one else.

One can say that 95% Cricket Lovers in India are true n only fan of Sachin, and yeah he certainly has earned all these fans. People Respect Dravid too, but for majority Sachin n Dravid take up two different place in their Heart n Mind. People have hope n faith in Sachin n treat him as GOD.. i read the comment and truly agree.

Even u know, that Cricket skill and quality of Dravid are second to me, what i Like or Love or Respect in him is his commitment to what he does, trying to perfect each n every details, his Gentleman Character and many more. He certainly would have done a lot if he was MP.

Many think that Rahul Dravid aint a good Captain, ie Leader, n they remember that Worldcup where India was out in 1st round, n they remember Dravid declaring when Sachin was on 194 not out. No one remembers how India won their 1st Test matches in South Africa, West Indies. He has registered many pages in History, pages about Indian team n test performances.

We certainly are losing out on a very good asset that we had. and like him there are few or many unsung heros, atleast 10% of them should have been given appropriate support n help n opportunity.

Musu writes Poem For Silica

Hai dost mera mujhse khafa
jo chahta hai hamesha mera bhala
sikhata hai jo mujhe jeene ki kala
jo rakhta hai door mujhse har bala
par main hoon ek bevakuf baala
jisko aaya na kabhi manaana
bas aata hai bachcho wali kavita sunaana
maan jao Silica
mere pass hai naa galti ka koi bahaana
maaf kar do mujhe, bas kabhi mujhse jee naa churaana !
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Though its a bit edited, but insignificant change done..

Knowing Universe!!!

Its a show on national geographic which i try to watch most of the times. Also on Discovery there is a show, Into the Universe with Stephen Hawking; both show are giving awesome knowledge about universe and space and more importantly time.

In an episode, Stephen Hawking talked about time travel and time dilation and related things. This was the time when I got into time dilation which landed me into Relativity. General and Specific Relativity.

General Relativity (GR) predicts that clocks in a stronger gravitational field will tick at a slower rate. Special Relativity (SR) predicts that moving clocks will appear to tick slower than non-moving ones.

Not going into much detail of what little I read so far, but about 25th January's episode, which cleared my concept about time and is helping me learn relativity concept.

Few points is what I would like to mention--

1. Speed of Light is constant;
2. Time and Space form a fabric, which can be tempered with;
3. Once very near to black hole, you can't escape even with speed of light;
4. No one has seen black holes, but it is assumed it exists;
5. You can never cross speed of light;
6. Worm hole is like a tunnel or shortcut in time and/or space;
7. Through worm hole you can reach at a place faster than speed of light, even though you are going slower than speed of light and it is because worm hole cuts down the distance.

Once Again!!!

10th standard, den 12th next CET, every time i had 1 thing in my mind, my parents. they were at the Base the seed. One thing that always ran in my mind was the efforts they put in for me, for my academics.
Its a no new story this time. All the six sems of Engg were okay.. Started with 68 % reached 74+ in next two sems and was tied in 62 to 66 percents in next 3 sems. Its GATE this time. With just 100days to go and Final year exams and BE project. Hardly any time left. Parents also reaching to their saturation point, but they still ready to work hard so that I can continue my study. So, have to really work hard and again prove myself. Prove my parents correct and stand up to every one's expectations.
If I remeber about this blog, then I'l surely update my score on 15th March..

Competition!!!

Kept lots of hopes but at end i got nothing.. Just empty handed..
Was recovering through certain early defeats and i thought I'm ready to go again and on came other defeats..
It hardy was 50 hrs n Icing on the cake came, one more person comes into the team and my department.. Its gonna be one tough challenge because my very existence in the team will be challenge.. The person has lots of experience at his level and I'm already struggling to find my form and really me.. Might be an end of me, just don't know how should I tackle this.. Where should i start from.. Jus can't take things and people and situation for granted..
If I emerge Victorious here then it will be a Big moral booster for me.. My Competitor is studying with me but he has slight edge and so do I..
He has shaped his interest nicely and I am lagging behind.. I do have certain things in me that give me an edge but I need to update n sharpen those qualities..
Lets see what more challenges time brings for me..

New Task...

i thot m d best in my tech field.. bt i lost d technical coordinator post in BAJA.. ie d RED SHIFT, our college ATV team.. after losing dat i was n m still shattered.. cant concentrate on work n studies n nthng at all..
for me TECH is d only thng i failed in dat , no other options n oppurtunity.. i started questioning my Leadership n Luck n Lyf n everthng..
den m asked to make d tym lyn of BAJA, taking inputs from seniors n under their guidance m gona make it n lukng forward to it.. lets c wht Surprises Tomorrow has for me..

No Comments...

When you say no comments, you actually protect yourself from talking any side.. Being politically correct and all.. But it also gives a very bad image of you.. It shows that you dont have the authority to comment or you are running away from the situation.. It requires courage to comment and then stand by it..
But there are situations where you actually have to comment and your comment is gonna be implemented or heard.. One such situation that I faced is within the friends.. If there is any situation or some thing and you say no comments then that can imply many negative things.. It shows that you are not interested in what is going on or what the situation is.. You are afraid that may be your comments will break some's heart.. N many more conclusion can be made..