Kept lots of hopes but at end i got nothing.. Just empty handed..
Was recovering through certain early defeats and i thought I'm ready to go again and on came other defeats..
It hardy was 50 hrs n Icing on the cake came, one more person comes into the team and my department.. Its gonna be one tough challenge because my very existence in the team will be challenge.. The person has lots of experience at his level and I'm already struggling to find my form and really me.. Might be an end of me, just don't know how should I tackle this.. Where should i start from.. Jus can't take things and people and situation for granted..
If I emerge Victorious here then it will be a Big moral booster for me.. My Competitor is studying with me but he has slight edge and so do I..
He has shaped his interest nicely and I am lagging behind.. I do have certain things in me that give me an edge but I need to update n sharpen those qualities..
Lets see what more challenges time brings for me..
